The red moon shines brightly
as it mocks the diamonds of the land
glass tears brake and shatter
i call back, take my hand
To the brightest star I would see,
come to me, come to me,
before tonight dies
and the dawn roams free
as it takes away the darkness that I hold so dear
will I see your eyes
in the morning
or would the rain come down
and make it the end of me
Take me away
sail me free
into everafter
bring me into your wonderland, gumdrops or pearls
the shadow grows larger, i am a coward, am i a coward
my mask is breaking
The lost queen is dying
the butterflies are on the move
the clouds have parted
but will the light shine through?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
A new day.
What About Now lyrics
Songwriters: Hartzler, Josh; Hodges, David; Moody, Ben;
Songwriters: Hartzler, Josh; Hodges, David; Moody, Ben;
Shadows fill an empty heart as love is fading
From all the things that we are but are not saying
Can we see beyond the scars and make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky and open up to
The ways you made me feel alive, the ways I loved you
For all the things that never died
To make it through the night, love will find you
What about now? What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late, what about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes to start a new day
This broken heart can still survive with a touch of your grace
Shadows fade into the light
I am by your side, where love will find you
What about now? What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late, what about now?
Now that we're here, now that we've come this far
Just hold on
There is nothing to fear, for I am right beside you
For all my life, I am yours
What about now? What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now? What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late, baby, before it's too late
Baby, before it's too late, what about now?
Someday, maybe.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Teh Best Damn Thang...
...watching Paris Hilton's head roll on Supernatural and Colin Morgan say "Well look on the bright side, you still got me.." to Bradley James in Merlin. Hell yeah that made my week.
~ XDD
~ XDD
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
die die die my darling
i thought after a while it would've died away already
honestly i did think so
but then today when you came
suddenly i felt the pain
damnit, why'd i have to let myself be so vulnerable?
was it just because i wanted to know what it was like?
to have that bubbly feeling, happy always in the inside?
was it just so i could feel attached to someone?
im sorry, i made you like my toy
im paying the price i assure you
i dont know why
i do feel the pain
the ache
again
and again
makes me hate myself
it makes me feel ashamed i let my heart be free and naive
i wish i could go back
and keep everything inside
all the nonsense emotion
thats the person i was
and thats the person that i am
for i am the solitude shadow
being left behind
but watching closely
i can be your friend
i can be your enemy
but in the end, i still remain alone
though i am grateful for the few people that come my way
eventually they will leave
so i guess thats what made me do it
and now i regret
im sorry~
honestly i did think so
but then today when you came
suddenly i felt the pain
damnit, why'd i have to let myself be so vulnerable?
was it just because i wanted to know what it was like?
to have that bubbly feeling, happy always in the inside?
was it just so i could feel attached to someone?
im sorry, i made you like my toy
im paying the price i assure you
i dont know why
i do feel the pain
the ache
again
and again
makes me hate myself
it makes me feel ashamed i let my heart be free and naive
i wish i could go back
and keep everything inside
all the nonsense emotion
thats the person i was
and thats the person that i am
for i am the solitude shadow
being left behind
but watching closely
i can be your friend
i can be your enemy
but in the end, i still remain alone
though i am grateful for the few people that come my way
eventually they will leave
so i guess thats what made me do it
and now i regret
im sorry~
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Of the Supernatural and ...Merlin~ *and spoilers galore!*
Ok, before I forget.. HAHAHAAHA PON CHYAN!! I WAS RIGHT DAMMIT!!!!! SEE MY AWESOME THEORY OF SAM'S ROLE IN SUPERNATURAL!!! fuck, but still... lame... >.>
ok, spoiler:
lol-ed so freakin hard at Dean's attempt to corrupt Castiel. hahahaha Ohh.. the joy of watching those two... i wish i could yaoi them... ahahaaha Castiel's face was so funny!!! And I want surprised the hooker went out screaming~ hahahahaha!! well, at least it was because of nothing I would *cough* have imagined *cough*
Moving on... Merlin has come back into my life, and I am happily fangirling Arthur again, played by teh most awesome Bradley James~ And.. in the first episode of the second season, we first see him... scruffy, just woke up and not wearing a shirt... (nosebleed) ahhh... that scene was MADE FOR THE FANGIRLS!!! AND I LOVED IT!! KYAAAAAAAA!! (<--- mandatory fangirl scream) But the thing is, I'm so pissed off at the direction of the series is going...
*spoilers!! spoilers!!!*
Ok, we see in season 1, Gwen was like, all over Merlin, and Arthur had something for Morgana right? So what the hell, come in season 2, where the hell did these "moments" between Gwen and Arthur come from? I mean, the only hint of it in season 1 was the last episode where Arthur was sick and dying AND unconscious and Gwen was by his side, saying those "ganbatte" lines or whatever... and in the series, Gwen just so happens to be a maid! WTH?!! The people behind the series just want to make up this sorry excuse for a love tragedy or something? And would Merlin be ok with ArthurxGwen, since in the trailer of one of the episodes he was kissing Gwen, but crying at the same time~ And he was the one with all the "moments" with Gwen, so HE TAKE GWEN LAAA!!! (huh! yes kay! LET SHE BE WITH MERLIN!! BWHAHA!!)
It'll be much more interesting if Arthur were paired up with Morgana, since she's a seer, and Uther really wants magical beings to die. Imagine, Arthur eloping with Morgana for fear of Uther~ But then he wouldn't get the throne now would he? But it still would be much more interesting if he was with Moragana nonetheless. Anyway, Gwen would also bring the downfall of Arthur, the Old Dragon should tell that to Merlin. Tell Merlin he should kill Gwen. haahahahahahahahaa!!!! DIE BITCH!! DIE!!!!!!!!
(In the legend Gwen commits adultery with Lancelot, henceforth brings the downfall of King Arthur, Arthur went out to kill Lancelot, putting Gwen under Mordred's care but later married her and stole the thrown. Arthur killed him, but was wounded and was brought to Avalon (or on the lines of something like tht =.=). If you remember, Mordred was the druid boy Merlin and Morgana tried to save, even after being told by the dragon he'd be the death of Arthur.. ironically it was Arthur that sent him back to his people.)
Another thing I want to clear up for some Merlin fans is about Excalibur. In the series Merlin went and threw the sword in a lake. Some people said this was stupid, because, well, in all places why the hell throw it in a lake? This is because in one of the Arthurian legends, Arthur receives Excalibur from the Lady of the Lake, also known as Nimueh.
Speaking of Nimueh, in one of the legends, she is supposedly Merlin's apprentice and later Merlin falls in love with her, building her a house by the lake of Diana. Merlin tells her a weird story of Diana and her lover, how she trapped her lover and poured hot lead onto him (as if there isnt another way to kill a guy) so she could be with some knight. The guy saw how fucking assed crazy Diana was and so he cut of her head and threw her body in the lake. This kinda mirrored what Nimueh did later on, as she trapped Merlin in a tomb (Merlin saw it coming, he but he didnt do anything and just went on teaching Nimueh everything he knew).
So, like hell I'd end this post without mentioning Morgana's original character. Her actual name is Morgan le Fay, alternatively known as Morgana which I like to call her. So in the legend, she's a badass powerful enchantress, the antagonist of King Arthur and Gwen. Contrary to the series, Gwen and Morgana really do hate each other... she's still Arthur's half sister (different father), in later literature she is Arthur's healer and one of the enchantresses that takes him to Avalon.
After being forced to marry one of Uther's allies, she is unhappy with the marriage and takes on a string of lovers, later being caught by Gwen and thrown out. She then continues studying magic, at one point being a student under Merlin while plotting against Arthur and Gwen. Morgana was the one who stole Excalibur's scabbard and threw it in the lake, never to be found. It is said it had magical powers itself, the bearer would not bleed to death in battle. She also was the one who exposed Gwen and Lancelot (yeaahhh!! go girl!!) and used Mordred as a pawn in her game. But at the end of one legend, all her evilness was said to be a test for Arthur and his knights and to scare the shit out of Gwen (yes, im reading wiki). Anyhow, Morgana still rocks. XD Oh and I'm wondering if she'll become the evil person she is in the series, last season we saw her almost embracing her evil side, having almost killed Uther... but that didnt work out now did it? hmm... might be interesting seeing her joining the dark side. haha
And after all this, why you ask, WHY do I still watch Merlin, eventhough it has been butchered and become so.. corny as to draw in interest from the t.v couch potatoes of the world?
The answer is Bradley James. lol. *nosebleed*
ok, spoiler:
lol-ed so freakin hard at Dean's attempt to corrupt Castiel. hahahaha Ohh.. the joy of watching those two... i wish i could yaoi them... ahahaaha Castiel's face was so funny!!! And I want surprised the hooker went out screaming~ hahahahaha!! well, at least it was because of nothing I would *cough* have imagined *cough*
Just stick to the basics, DO NOT order off the menu!
Moving on... Merlin has come back into my life, and I am happily fangirling Arthur again, played by teh most awesome Bradley James~ And.. in the first episode of the second season, we first see him... scruffy, just woke up and not wearing a shirt... (nosebleed) ahhh... that scene was MADE FOR THE FANGIRLS!!! AND I LOVED IT!! KYAAAAAAAA!! (<--- mandatory fangirl scream) But the thing is, I'm so pissed off at the direction of the series is going...
*spoilers!! spoilers!!!*
Ok, we see in season 1, Gwen was like, all over Merlin, and Arthur had something for Morgana right? So what the hell, come in season 2, where the hell did these "moments" between Gwen and Arthur come from? I mean, the only hint of it in season 1 was the last episode where Arthur was sick and dying AND unconscious and Gwen was by his side, saying those "ganbatte" lines or whatever... and in the series, Gwen just so happens to be a maid! WTH?!! The people behind the series just want to make up this sorry excuse for a love tragedy or something? And would Merlin be ok with ArthurxGwen, since in the trailer of one of the episodes he was kissing Gwen, but crying at the same time~ And he was the one with all the "moments" with Gwen, so HE TAKE GWEN LAAA!!! (huh! yes kay! LET SHE BE WITH MERLIN!! BWHAHA!!)
It'll be much more interesting if Arthur were paired up with Morgana, since she's a seer, and Uther really wants magical beings to die. Imagine, Arthur eloping with Morgana for fear of Uther~ But then he wouldn't get the throne now would he? But it still would be much more interesting if he was with Moragana nonetheless. Anyway, Gwen would also bring the downfall of Arthur, the Old Dragon should tell that to Merlin. Tell Merlin he should kill Gwen. haahahahahahahahaa!!!! DIE BITCH!! DIE!!!!!!!!
(In the legend Gwen commits adultery with Lancelot, henceforth brings the downfall of King Arthur, Arthur went out to kill Lancelot, putting Gwen under Mordred's care but later married her and stole the thrown. Arthur killed him, but was wounded and was brought to Avalon (or on the lines of something like tht =.=). If you remember, Mordred was the druid boy Merlin and Morgana tried to save, even after being told by the dragon he'd be the death of Arthur.. ironically it was Arthur that sent him back to his people.)
Another thing I want to clear up for some Merlin fans is about Excalibur. In the series Merlin went and threw the sword in a lake. Some people said this was stupid, because, well, in all places why the hell throw it in a lake? This is because in one of the Arthurian legends, Arthur receives Excalibur from the Lady of the Lake, also known as Nimueh.
Speaking of Nimueh, in one of the legends, she is supposedly Merlin's apprentice and later Merlin falls in love with her, building her a house by the lake of Diana. Merlin tells her a weird story of Diana and her lover, how she trapped her lover and poured hot lead onto him (as if there isnt another way to kill a guy) so she could be with some knight. The guy saw how fucking assed crazy Diana was and so he cut of her head and threw her body in the lake. This kinda mirrored what Nimueh did later on, as she trapped Merlin in a tomb (Merlin saw it coming, he but he didnt do anything and just went on teaching Nimueh everything he knew).
So, like hell I'd end this post without mentioning Morgana's original character. Her actual name is Morgan le Fay, alternatively known as Morgana which I like to call her. So in the legend, she's a badass powerful enchantress, the antagonist of King Arthur and Gwen. Contrary to the series, Gwen and Morgana really do hate each other... she's still Arthur's half sister (different father), in later literature she is Arthur's healer and one of the enchantresses that takes him to Avalon.
After being forced to marry one of Uther's allies, she is unhappy with the marriage and takes on a string of lovers, later being caught by Gwen and thrown out. She then continues studying magic, at one point being a student under Merlin while plotting against Arthur and Gwen. Morgana was the one who stole Excalibur's scabbard and threw it in the lake, never to be found. It is said it had magical powers itself, the bearer would not bleed to death in battle. She also was the one who exposed Gwen and Lancelot (yeaahhh!! go girl!!) and used Mordred as a pawn in her game. But at the end of one legend, all her evilness was said to be a test for Arthur and his knights and to scare the shit out of Gwen (yes, im reading wiki). Anyhow, Morgana still rocks. XD Oh and I'm wondering if she'll become the evil person she is in the series, last season we saw her almost embracing her evil side, having almost killed Uther... but that didnt work out now did it? hmm... might be interesting seeing her joining the dark side. haha
And after all this, why you ask, WHY do I still watch Merlin, eventhough it has been butchered and become so.. corny as to draw in interest from the t.v couch potatoes of the world?
The answer is Bradley James. lol. *nosebleed*Friday, September 25, 2009
Kimi wa hitori ja nai~
I right this in the memory of one of my fave mangakas, Yoshito Usui sensei, who passed away recently. Yoshito sensei was the mangaka of Crayon Shin Chan, one manga that has a special place in my heart. All the times when i was down, emo, all alone, when I felt the world was my enemy, I'd take a shin chan manga and just read it. It put a smile on my face when everything else failed, and made me laugh so hard I'd forget all my problems. I'd post a link to the news, but ironically... i read it at sankaku complex. *phail*
*cough* Well, i was online with Vee senpai yesterday and she said probably Shin Chan would be done by someone else now. Unfortunately it'd be totally different from the original.. T^T I'm just hoping Shin Chan would have proper closure for the readers and fans~
Yoshito Usui sensei, may you rest in peace.
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And on another note, Happy birthday sengal chan! May my ****one day be big enough to rival yours! XDD nggeee~
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Remember! Theres a small step to take from the living room to kitchen!
Yesterday night me went beraya at Kay's house all the way in gombak... so freakin far, I am grateful that highways exists.. （´Д｀）
anyway, i was really hoping to taste kay's mama's chicken~ XDD demo demo.... i only got kuey teow~ ohh nevermind, sedap juge. hahahahahaha. me give kay kay duit raya also, so nice her aneue~ 8DD
well, the stupid part of all this is when i was at her house we didnt know what to do.. so being the hikikomori/otaku/computer addicts we are, we go online and watch gintama while spamming vivian and wen who were also online (wen was at vivi's house, hahaha like mama like son （´Д｀）) ... hahahahahhaa phail. Mamoru coincidentally was online too, so i made him come along to kay's house~ (me and kay never met him before, suddenly ask him to come over... 8D crazy kids)
and so we found our victim. >D
Very awkward at first.. then after breaking the ice by kutuk several fellow *ehem* spammers *ehm* we got along quite nicely. Luckily i brought over bungapi so we can play~~ yaaay~!! XDD
(not tht fun laa playing alone T^T)
I aksed kay if she had any candles... she brought out birthday candles...... XDDXDDDD
Then, i attempted to melt the wax from those birthday candles (eventhough i knew it wouldn't work) and suddenly ruru chyan came out... "Lilin cake mne nak cair.. *facepalm*" XDDD
So kay went to find one very small stub of a candle.. ok laa... can still be used~ （´Д｀）
and so Kay's house was like it was on fire.... XDD (i brought 1 whole box and some big ones, unfortunately no firecrackers. XDD)
We made lotsa idiotic patterns on the pavement and the cheap bungapi burned out too fast... dammit, but the funny thing was that sometimes it would ignite again and suddenly just take of randomly in the air like mercun go haywire~ XDD tht was fun, one almost kena me (scream like girl) then when kay was trying to ignite hers suddenly it flew of XDDD (ayt x ley blaa~)
the climax was when we gathered all the sisa2 of the bungapi and all the stick from the big ones and set them on fire (ruru was the who threw the match.. i somehow phail with matches （´Д｀）)
hence, beautiful flames and sparks came to life....
ok.. too much flames....
*start cuak*
*kay gets hose*
*me cuak samore, ruru start gelak*
*kay fumbles with the hose, water cannot come out*
*flames start dying*
*me watch kay still fumbling with the hose, only then she realizes she didnt turn the faucet*
*flames die*
*kay waters it down*
*phail*
（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）
ok so then being good Samaritan, i wanted to help sweep the driveway and cleanup the freakin mess we made, so i asked for a broom.. kay gave me the very lembut type~ she said thts the only one she could find~ somewhere, sometime at this point ruru was inside and for some reason (i forgot) i stole his shoes and wanted to burn it. hahahahahahahaha
"hoi! kasut rm200 lebih aku!! bagi balik!!!"
*me run*
*kay runs out of the way*
*ruru almost corner me*
*me try to pass the shoes to kay, but kay lari*
*me run to the back*
*ruru kejar samore*
"kay!! where are you?! amek laa nehh!!"
*kay xmo msk campur*
*me run samore, ruru right behind*
*suddenly i trip on my kain and fall~ ruru get back his shoes*
"tu laa! aku berdaulat!!"
*phail*
moral: dont do evil in baju kurung.
*i found out after i went back my knee was scrapped and bled a bit.. good thing my baju didn't tear =o=*
and that was the end events of Miyuki's Adventure: Beraya at Kay's House!!! <--- heh, nice tittle no? XDD
anyway, i was really hoping to taste kay's mama's chicken~ XDD demo demo.... i only got kuey teow~ ohh nevermind, sedap juge. hahahahahaha. me give kay kay duit raya also, so nice her aneue~ 8DD
well, the stupid part of all this is when i was at her house we didnt know what to do.. so being the hikikomori/otaku/computer addicts we are, we go online and watch gintama while spamming vivian and wen who were also online (wen was at vivi's house, hahaha like mama like son （´Д｀）) ... hahahahahhaa phail. Mamoru coincidentally was online too, so i made him come along to kay's house~ (me and kay never met him before, suddenly ask him to come over... 8D crazy kids)
and so we found our victim. >D
Very awkward at first.. then after breaking the ice by kutuk several fellow *ehem* spammers *ehm* we got along quite nicely. Luckily i brought over bungapi so we can play~~ yaaay~!! XDD
(not tht fun laa playing alone T^T)
I aksed kay if she had any candles... she brought out birthday candles...... XDDXDDDD
Then, i attempted to melt the wax from those birthday candles (eventhough i knew it wouldn't work) and suddenly ruru chyan came out... "Lilin cake mne nak cair.. *facepalm*" XDDD
So kay went to find one very small stub of a candle.. ok laa... can still be used~ （´Д｀）
and so Kay's house was like it was on fire.... XDD (i brought 1 whole box and some big ones, unfortunately no firecrackers. XDD)
We made lotsa idiotic patterns on the pavement and the cheap bungapi burned out too fast... dammit, but the funny thing was that sometimes it would ignite again and suddenly just take of randomly in the air like mercun go haywire~ XDD tht was fun, one almost kena me (scream like girl) then when kay was trying to ignite hers suddenly it flew of XDDD (ayt x ley blaa~)
the climax was when we gathered all the sisa2 of the bungapi and all the stick from the big ones and set them on fire (ruru was the who threw the match.. i somehow phail with matches （´Д｀）)
hence, beautiful flames and sparks came to life....
ok.. too much flames....
*start cuak*
*kay gets hose*
*me cuak samore, ruru start gelak*
*kay fumbles with the hose, water cannot come out*
*flames start dying*
*me watch kay still fumbling with the hose, only then she realizes she didnt turn the faucet*
*flames die*
*kay waters it down*
*phail*
（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）（´Д｀）
ok so then being good Samaritan, i wanted to help sweep the driveway and cleanup the freakin mess we made, so i asked for a broom.. kay gave me the very lembut type~ she said thts the only one she could find~ somewhere, sometime at this point ruru was inside and for some reason (i forgot) i stole his shoes and wanted to burn it. hahahahahahahaha
"hoi! kasut rm200 lebih aku!! bagi balik!!!"
*me run*
*kay runs out of the way*
*ruru almost corner me*
*me try to pass the shoes to kay, but kay lari*
*me run to the back*
*ruru kejar samore*
"kay!! where are you?! amek laa nehh!!"
*kay xmo msk campur*
*me run samore, ruru right behind*
*suddenly i trip on my kain and fall~ ruru get back his shoes*
"tu laa! aku berdaulat!!"
*phail*
moral: dont do evil in baju kurung.
*i found out after i went back my knee was scrapped and bled a bit.. good thing my baju didn't tear =o=*
and that was the end events of Miyuki's Adventure: Beraya at Kay's House!!! <--- heh, nice tittle no? XDD
Monday, September 21, 2009
I believed him when Mr. Daniel told us school robs a child's sense of inquiry.
... and therefore, you should always remember, there are things in this universe that is just too large (read: awesome) for school. I'm not gonna tell you you dont have to go, cuz then you're just gonna end up a bum.
And in other news, Friday night was spent at alamanda with shagy, of whom finally had time for me since her sayang went away. Supposedly balik kampung, but unknown to her I asked my good friend Kayoko (from ju-on) to scare the shit out of him the other day... there were no survivors. XDD jkjk.
GAaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh~ Burger King was nice.... hehehehe.... sooo goood... especially when you tgh kebulur..... ohh.. the beautiful melted cheese and mushrooms.... and hershey's sunday pie... XD yes, HERSHEY'S. So you know.. CHOCOLATE. AND ICE CREAM. XXDD
shagy makan whopper. pfft.
XD
After tht we go jln2.. si poyo got laa her bag... blabla... demo, me couldnt find any kasut raya tht i liked... and if i liked any... ta muat.... =o= stupidsmallfeetpeople.
Anyway, while we were walking i realized.... why shagy punye *tuuuuuut* lg bsr?
XDDXDDDDXDDDD
tetibe menonjol.... alaaaaaa... jeles ahh ni.......
then me asked her, "gg.. ko size ape?"
shagy: *sengeh2 kambeng* @#%
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 cup lg bsr kott!!! aahh! benci!!! DX
*look down* ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! keciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DDDX *phail*
ok, abaikan.
after jalan2 we passed famous amos.. aahhh... the smell.. cannot go... *buys more ice cream*
hahaha, cookies&something i forgot its name.
but next time i want Ferraro Rocher ! lol~ *facepalm*
I was planning on buying sushi, but unfortunaltely kedai dh tutup~ pfft. shaggy punye pasal la.
She wanted to buy big apple doughnuts. Kedai also dh tutup. hahaha padan muke.
(me likey teh choco and teh cherry and teh apple and teh oreo~ XDD)
and so since there was no other food to her liking, she buyed apple pie, from McD. XD
next week.. i wanna eat sushi! ioi going desu! sushi banzai!
or maybe... can go to pasta gohan? OMG their sundaes were awesome. Wanna try their pasta pulak. XD (duit raya dh byk.. hahahahahahahahaha)
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Emm.... raya posts? Later la, here is the official Tuanku Hana/Ore sama Miyuki Sadako teh awesome greeting;
Disini, dengan izin Tuhan, beta, Tuanku Hana, Kumicho kepada Animaru Punch no Gumi Epmire, ingin menyampaikan salam aidilfitri kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat, dan juga orang bawahan beta. Kasih beta kepada anda semua tak terhingga.. :'D (emotional part)
Beta juga memohon seribu kemaafan daripada hamba sekalian, jikalau beta ada ter/sengaja membuat kesilapan atau terguris hati sesiapa... (contrary to popular belief) beta pun manusia juga. Harus juga diingat, beta, telah mengampunkan salah dan silap tuan-tuan hamba (dan hamba-hamba) yang begitu banyak.
May this aidilfitri be filled with blessings and goodwill. (<------- ok, bm phail. =.=)
Sekian, Terima Kasih.
And in other news, Friday night was spent at alamanda with shagy, of whom finally had time for me since her sayang went away. Supposedly balik kampung, but unknown to her I asked my good friend Kayoko (from ju-on) to scare the shit out of him the other day... there were no survivors. XDD jkjk.
GAaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh~ Burger King was nice.... hehehehe.... sooo goood... especially when you tgh kebulur..... ohh.. the beautiful melted cheese and mushrooms.... and hershey's sunday pie... XD yes, HERSHEY'S. So you know.. CHOCOLATE. AND ICE CREAM. XXDD
shagy makan whopper. pfft.
XD
After tht we go jln2.. si poyo got laa her bag... blabla... demo, me couldnt find any kasut raya tht i liked... and if i liked any... ta muat.... =o= stupidsmallfeetpeople.
Anyway, while we were walking i realized.... why shagy punye *tuuuuuut* lg bsr?
XDDXDDDDXDDDD
tetibe menonjol.... alaaaaaa... jeles ahh ni.......
then me asked her, "gg.. ko size ape?"
shagy: *sengeh2 kambeng* @#%
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 cup lg bsr kott!!! aahh! benci!!! DX
*look down* ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! keciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DDDX *phail*
ok, abaikan.
after jalan2 we passed famous amos.. aahhh... the smell.. cannot go... *buys more ice cream*
hahaha, cookies&something i forgot its name.
but next time i want Ferraro Rocher ! lol~ *facepalm*
I was planning on buying sushi, but unfortunaltely kedai dh tutup~ pfft. shaggy punye pasal la.
She wanted to buy big apple doughnuts. Kedai also dh tutup. hahaha padan muke.
(me likey teh choco and teh cherry and teh apple and teh oreo~ XDD)
and so since there was no other food to her liking, she buyed apple pie, from McD. XD
next week.. i wanna eat sushi! ioi going desu! sushi banzai!
or maybe... can go to pasta gohan? OMG their sundaes were awesome. Wanna try their pasta pulak. XD (duit raya dh byk.. hahahahahahahahaha)
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Emm.... raya posts? Later la, here is the official Tuanku Hana/Ore sama Miyuki Sadako teh awesome greeting;
Disini, dengan izin Tuhan, beta, Tuanku Hana, Kumicho kepada Animaru Punch no Gumi Epmire, ingin menyampaikan salam aidilfitri kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat, dan juga orang bawahan beta. Kasih beta kepada anda semua tak terhingga.. :'D (emotional part)
Beta juga memohon seribu kemaafan daripada hamba sekalian, jikalau beta ada ter/sengaja membuat kesilapan atau terguris hati sesiapa... (contrary to popular belief) beta pun manusia juga. Harus juga diingat, beta, telah mengampunkan salah dan silap tuan-tuan hamba (dan hamba-hamba) yang begitu banyak.
May this aidilfitri be filled with blessings and goodwill. (<------- ok, bm phail. =.=)
Sekian, Terima Kasih.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
damn.. i just realized merlin isn't out till next week.. ToT
mnyaaw. screw tht. and you. and whoever. bahhh. i hate everyone. baaaahhhh. yes everyone. all you ppl tht call themselves my "friend". now really, what do you ppl know about me? if i wasnt fasting right now.. geez.. i so wanna curse~ yes, i am angry, and everyone is on my nerves. especially W^$#%@% facebook. and stupid !#^$!^%& tomotomo. and wimax. @#$^ you.
now random pics thread.
I have no idea why i have this. =_= when i read this manga also i forgot.
now random pics thread.
I have no idea why i have this. =_= when i read this manga also i forgot.
At least i can look forward to DTB 2nd season. But wtf, hei's hair ish so long! =__=
This is love. I'll always love you. BUT @^%&$ Sunway Pyramid, where the hell you go?! =__=;;
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
I like Tepung Pelita, Dont say its only for Old People!
You know, my room is always dark... i seldom switch on the lights and most of the time rely on the light from my brother's joining room he doesnt use, unless playing his guitar) and the light from my monitor.
Remember Jiro? Yes, my baby pipo, the anti-social cat stuck in my room. She's so smart, but at times very naughty.
Well, after having losing all 3 of her babies, Jiro went into some weird phases.. lol. Now she;s in the hyperactive-i-wanna-play phase, which is adorable, but unfortunately i dont have that much time to play.. (read:lazy)
So Jiro goes and runs around in my bro's room, comes back to my room, and goes crazy all over again. One night she come back to my room with a shoe lace in her mouth, signalling me she wants to play~
So me played. Play play play
Everynight i played with her with the old shoelace..
Often times, on my bed~
Then last night... my brother was in my room reading something he dl somewhere, so he turned on my lights.
The shoelace wasnt a shoelace. It was a strand from a mop.
phail.
Remember Jiro? Yes, my baby pipo, the anti-social cat stuck in my room. She's so smart, but at times very naughty.
Well, after having losing all 3 of her babies, Jiro went into some weird phases.. lol. Now she;s in the hyperactive-i-wanna-play phase, which is adorable, but unfortunately i dont have that much time to play.. (read:lazy)
So Jiro goes and runs around in my bro's room, comes back to my room, and goes crazy all over again. One night she come back to my room with a shoe lace in her mouth, signalling me she wants to play~
So me played. Play play play
Everynight i played with her with the old shoelace..
Often times, on my bed~
Then last night... my brother was in my room reading something he dl somewhere, so he turned on my lights.
The shoelace wasnt a shoelace. It was a strand from a mop.
phail.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Hello, Are You There?
Ieyla forwarded me a very nice e-mail... unfortunately i dont do chain letters, so i'll just post it here with some modifications.
Dedicated to all the ones who have been there for me, past, present and future. Me love yuuh! XD
What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say goodbye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?
Some people live and some people die.
But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...
That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...
If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life..
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALWAYS & FOREVER! ! !
Dedicated to all the ones who have been there for me, past, present and future. Me love yuuh! XD
What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say goodbye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?
Some people live and some people die.
But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...
That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...
If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life..
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALWAYS & FOREVER! ! !
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
When i say garbage, i mean garbage. This is the cool sexy one though...
And below ish dedicated to...... ">.> *nyaa blushhhh*
Its really cool actually cuz the "i think im paranoid" part can be associated with me, but the meaning~~~ XDD
kyannnnnnnnng~ *blussssshhhhhh*
(aint that annoying?)
And how the hell you get a car crash outta this?
Also, dedicated to:
kay kay, my lovely kay kay
ratu shark poyo
hiro pon and his sayang, and his other sayang. XD
masahiro kun~
and vivi chan <3
why? cuz these people above i have recently pissed off in one way or another, or simply the other way around.. =__= or just simply we share a lot of "gossip"
>D
yay for MCR!!! XDDD
Monday, August 17, 2009
Miyuki's Wonderful Weekend Adventure!
Nyaaaaa~ Me back with updates~
I'm so lazy to post.. my keyboard is fucking idiotic. Everytime I type in t an r follows, or y a u appears.. if i go caps lock then a w will get typed in as well.. so annoying. i wish i could get a new keyboard!!!!!!!!!
ok, so now we dive into miyuki's wonderful weekend adventure, saturday being a trip to GACC in Melaka and on sunday going to Tension Academy's so-called "gathering"~
GACC @ MMU Melaka!
I didnt sleep the whole night... why? Because of excitement you might say? Nooo... its because I was going with Sachi, her dad was going to drive us there. I asked CCkuk, former of TA if he'd like to tag along, as he was very emo on a Thursday and I'd thought it might cheered him up~
I dont know if it was a good or bad thing~ =__=;;
Anyway, so the trip and everything was fine.. when we reached MMU i seriously had to go to the toilet.. and the nearest toilet to the main entrance was CRAP! All of them were squating toilets and they couldnt even flush properly. Then the tap didnt have water! WTF!?! XD
*suddenly lazy to write*
Well, to shorten things, we went running around mmu, then sleep, then lepak~
Hiro joined us later after being sesat~ >D
Which made things much more fun~~
Cuz we got to bahan him and his beloved sayang~~~
Most of the time we (me and sachi) spent teasing CC being gay. First with his best friend Neuro, than with Hiro, then with everyone else. He just seemed.. very gheeyyyy~ And teasing him with 2 very straight ppl were very amusing. (Yes, i am mocking you pon chyan.)
Me also got to meet vivi chan~~ She's soo adorable! Nyaaaaaa~~ Me wanted to give her onee chan hug~ hahahahahaha.. but me gave her ichigo pokky instead XD
Etoo.. just to clear things, I DID NOT plan that little awkward meeting between hiro and vivi~ Seriously, I was planning something else, but OMG, that turned out a little too perfect~ I mean, honestly, I DID NOT SEE hiro behind or anywhere near me and vivi~ I was just bringing her randomly everywhere!!! I AM INNOCENT DAMMIT!!!!!!! I WAS PLANNING GROUP MEETING, GROUP DESU!!!!! ToT
My apologies to anyone who felt offended. (by that meaning Vivi chan, cuz she's so innocentandsuperkawaii i couldnt bare make tease her like that~ <--- onee chan mode XD)
So we went back at 7, and otw home we stopped by Ayer Keroh R&R, me bought those giant keropok thingies, sedaaaaap~~ 1 for me family, another for Neuro XDD (tetibe je... XP)
And with that, we ended our Saturday adventure, soon to be continued the next day for the TA gathering I didnt even know existed.
(A LOT of parts have been skipped. Pics are with Sachi, I'll upload some when I get my hands on them.)
*Stay tuned for part 2 of Miyuki's Wonderful Weekend Adventure!
I'm so lazy to post.. my keyboard is fucking idiotic. Everytime I type in t an r follows, or y a u appears.. if i go caps lock then a w will get typed in as well.. so annoying. i wish i could get a new keyboard!!!!!!!!!
ok, so now we dive into miyuki's wonderful weekend adventure, saturday being a trip to GACC in Melaka and on sunday going to Tension Academy's so-called "gathering"~
GACC @ MMU Melaka!
I didnt sleep the whole night... why? Because of excitement you might say? Nooo... its because I was going with Sachi, her dad was going to drive us there. I asked CCkuk, former of TA if he'd like to tag along, as he was very emo on a Thursday and I'd thought it might cheered him up~
I dont know if it was a good or bad thing~ =__=;;
Anyway, so the trip and everything was fine.. when we reached MMU i seriously had to go to the toilet.. and the nearest toilet to the main entrance was CRAP! All of them were squating toilets and they couldnt even flush properly. Then the tap didnt have water! WTF!?! XD
*suddenly lazy to write*
Well, to shorten things, we went running around mmu, then sleep, then lepak~
Hiro joined us later after being sesat~ >D
Which made things much more fun~~
Cuz we got to bahan him and his beloved sayang~~~
Most of the time we (me and sachi) spent teasing CC being gay. First with his best friend Neuro, than with Hiro, then with everyone else. He just seemed.. very gheeyyyy~ And teasing him with 2 very straight ppl were very amusing. (Yes, i am mocking you pon chyan.)
Me also got to meet vivi chan~~ She's soo adorable! Nyaaaaaa~~ Me wanted to give her onee chan hug~ hahahahahaha.. but me gave her ichigo pokky instead XD
Etoo.. just to clear things, I DID NOT plan that little awkward meeting between hiro and vivi~ Seriously, I was planning something else, but OMG, that turned out a little too perfect~ I mean, honestly, I DID NOT SEE hiro behind or anywhere near me and vivi~ I was just bringing her randomly everywhere!!! I AM INNOCENT DAMMIT!!!!!!! I WAS PLANNING GROUP MEETING, GROUP DESU!!!!! ToT
My apologies to anyone who felt offended. (by that meaning Vivi chan, cuz she's so innocentandsuperkawaii i couldnt bare make tease her like that~ <--- onee chan mode XD)
So we went back at 7, and otw home we stopped by Ayer Keroh R&R, me bought those giant keropok thingies, sedaaaaap~~ 1 for me family, another for Neuro XDD (tetibe je... XP)
And with that, we ended our Saturday adventure, soon to be continued the next day for the TA gathering I didnt even know existed.
(A LOT of parts have been skipped. Pics are with Sachi, I'll upload some when I get my hands on them.)
*Stay tuned for part 2 of Miyuki's Wonderful Weekend Adventure!
Saturday, August 15, 2009
oh gle bosan
so bored~~~~~~ i cant sleep... i need to wake up at 4 a.m so i can be on time at my friends house at 6.30 am to go to melaka~
oh gle bosan.
before this i tried calling up random ppl (wanted to prank call them.. go smthg like *creepy voice* "warrrrrghhh~ tonight i shall eat thy soul.. and rip your body to shreds~" *hang up quickly*) i dont know why, it always ends up as a failure..
first one to call: masahiro kun
no answer
2nd: shagy
pffffffffffffft.
3rd: hiro pon
=___________=;;;
*suddenly recieve msg from masahiro*
chesss.. lepakking rupanya.
4th: akiran
(for some reason half way through i didnt feel like pranking him anymore, dakara, i hung up XDD)
5th: pyonn chan
nyaaaaaa!! why is your phone always dead??!!!!??!!!
6th: try calling shagy again
*phail*
oohhh~~ all my "friends" have forsaken me!! (except masahiro kun XDD, who good willingly passed me some nice info on some nice ppl~)
i need to do some evil now.. getting some ideas from my all time sadistic hero, hamada masatoshi~
hahaha, you can guess im watching gaki no tsukai. yay! im addicted again!! XDD
oh and i read some manga about killer school girls, which in fact, proves that highschool girls ARE INDEED DANGEROUS.
Doubt (started a long time ago, but just managed to finish)
Saitama Chainsaw Shoujo (looking forward to see the ending! XD alien invasion? hope its not some dumb dream~)
Gekkoh (abandoned... damn, the story was too slow~)
and some other stuff~~ forgot already (i've been reading yaoi~ XDDXDD lol!!!)
ok, back to hamada.. yay! gaki no tsukai banzai!!!
oh gle bosan.
before this i tried calling up random ppl (wanted to prank call them.. go smthg like *creepy voice* "warrrrrghhh~ tonight i shall eat thy soul.. and rip your body to shreds~" *hang up quickly*) i dont know why, it always ends up as a failure..
first one to call: masahiro kun
no answer
2nd: shagy
pffffffffffffft.
3rd: hiro pon
=___________=;;;
*suddenly recieve msg from masahiro*
chesss.. lepakking rupanya.
4th: akiran
(for some reason half way through i didnt feel like pranking him anymore, dakara, i hung up XDD)
5th: pyonn chan
nyaaaaaa!! why is your phone always dead??!!!!??!!!
6th: try calling shagy again
*phail*
oohhh~~ all my "friends" have forsaken me!! (except masahiro kun XDD, who good willingly passed me some nice info on some nice ppl~)
i need to do some evil now.. getting some ideas from my all time sadistic hero, hamada masatoshi~
hahaha, you can guess im watching gaki no tsukai. yay! im addicted again!! XDD
oh and i read some manga about killer school girls, which in fact, proves that highschool girls ARE INDEED DANGEROUS.
Doubt (started a long time ago, but just managed to finish)
Saitama Chainsaw Shoujo (looking forward to see the ending! XD alien invasion? hope its not some dumb dream~)
Gekkoh (abandoned... damn, the story was too slow~)
and some other stuff~~ forgot already (i've been reading yaoi~ XDDXDD lol!!!)
ok, back to hamada.. yay! gaki no tsukai banzai!!!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Sorrow Made Me.
Finally, we get back to class after 3 weeks of holiday.. well, holiday for everyone except me la.
Anyway, this sem im taking 4 subjects... interestingly all of them have different lecturers and classes~ weeeeeee~
Research Project, taught by Mr. Daniel and Multimedia Design2 with Shahrulnizam on Wednesday
Animation 2 with the communist dictator on Thursday
and Drawing Concept 2 with Encik Dugong aka Mr. Lim on Friday~
ahahahahahaha!!!!!! You do know what that means right? XDXDDD
1) I FREAKIN PASSED MY FRIGGIN ANIMATION 1!!!!!!!!!! XDDXDDXDDD LOL
2) I STILL CONTINUE MY REGIME OF HATING MONDAYS AND STAYING HOME ON TUESDAYS!! XDD
hmmmmmmm~~~~ but my mural painting still not finish la... i wonder when i'll get to continue? im so lazy~~ theres a lot, and most of it is the higher parts where its hard for a short person like me to reach.. moreover im afraid of heights *epic phail*
tch. baaaaaaaaaaahh.. anyway, i'll still have to do it. i'll just gamble my freakin life on the stupid ladder~ who else is gonna do it? ne? XD
*ganbatte, miyuki! Y^Y*
Anyway, this sem im taking 4 subjects... interestingly all of them have different lecturers and classes~ weeeeeee~
Research Project, taught by Mr. Daniel and Multimedia Design2 with Shahrulnizam on Wednesday
Animation 2 with the communist dictator on Thursday
and Drawing Concept 2 with Encik Dugong aka Mr. Lim on Friday~
ahahahahahaha!!!!!! You do know what that means right? XDXDDD
1) I FREAKIN PASSED MY FRIGGIN ANIMATION 1!!!!!!!!!! XDDXDDXDDD LOL
2) I STILL CONTINUE MY REGIME OF HATING MONDAYS AND STAYING HOME ON TUESDAYS!! XDD
hmmmmmmm~~~~ but my mural painting still not finish la... i wonder when i'll get to continue? im so lazy~~ theres a lot, and most of it is the higher parts where its hard for a short person like me to reach.. moreover im afraid of heights *epic phail*
tch. baaaaaaaaaaahh.. anyway, i'll still have to do it. i'll just gamble my freakin life on the stupid ladder~ who else is gonna do it? ne? XD
*ganbatte, miyuki! Y^Y*
Sunday, August 9, 2009
A Little Girl's First Experience with Alcohol
Ehm, not me. XD
But earlier today I went to the supermarket and while at the cashier, I saw this elderly man give his Jolly Shandy to his young daughter, maybe around 7 or 8. The guy finished most of it and gave the little that was left for the girl to taste... so the girl took it enthusiastically and had a sip, then ran to the other kids waiting outside.
All the other kids were so amazed... they were like "waahh... what does it taste like??" and the little girl took another sip, made a face and went "gaahh!"
I wonder if that made her drunk? XD
Speaking of little girls, yesterday me go lepakking with my favorite punchbag/kekasih, shagy! XD
Jalan2 at alamanda~ heheheeh shagy belanja me waffles at waffle station... My God, it was the best!! Imagine... a beautiful fluffy waffle with 4 SCOOPS OF VANILLA ICE CREAM, Fudge, banana, peach, blueberries and strawberry topping. VERY HAPPY DESU! XDXDDD
Then we went o watch G.I Joe.. with shagy's other kekasih. Pfffft. I'm so much better dammit. Anyway, while waiting for 7 o'clock (thats when the movies started) we sat outside... tch. Well, that part was boring. I dont get her boyfriend really.. its like in 2 hours he could smoke like 1 box of cigarettes! (Ok, exageratting a bit, but HE DOES SMOKE A LOT!!) and im sorry to say, i couldnt really understand what the hell he was talking about~ He spoke with a kinda slurrrrrrrr~.. hahahaha
The funny part was he didnt know shagy's past... so he thought me and her were collegemates. Hahaha, you know, thats just asking to be played by me. When I told him we met in high school he actually asked where we studied...LOL!!! Apa lagi... Sarawak desu. XDD
Anyway, eventhough I may not like the guy, he makes my stupid girl happy... haiiiiihh.. what to do? Layan je la... Orang bercinta ni.. susah nak sogok.. so why bother? I've tried so many times already.. Bwaaaaaaaahhh... the girl is still happy with him. Fine, if he makes her feel that way... im... (reluctantly) ok with it. hahaha ske laa tu shagy. bodoh kau.
Which reminds me of the conversation i had with her yesterday.. about her classmate Munzir. His cousin and shagy got scandal a while back... hahaha, dah nk msk meminang lak tu. XDD
And for some reason during high school me kena bahan me and munzir got scandal.. im always like "WTF?!" hahahaha good times, good times~
So, shagy was telling me (something like this laaa :P):
Shagy: Weiyh, munzir ade contact aku dowh. Aku tanye die single lg ke?
Die ckp alaaa hana xnk kt aku~
me: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
gle bangang kawan kao.
shagy: Hahahaha, pastu aku ckp "Ko xde tanye~ cmne die nk taw?"
die kate, "alaa.. hana tu fhm2 je laaaa~"
me: kepala hotakkkk korg. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Anyway, ASL LAAA KORG NAK JUGAK UNGKIT NAMA AKU HAH??!!! SIAL LAAAAA!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, funny la. Long time havent laughed like that~
To munzir, if you're still short, me dont want you. You know why? CUZ I STILL REMEMBER YOU SAYING IM NOT A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL REMEMBER FOREVER!!!!!!!!
**hahaha, jk, jk. All my posts have been so emo, i thought why not trying to post something happy. Well, aparently im phailing.
Anyway, back to little girls. After the movie, me and shagy round2 alamanda.. then we passed Famous Amos~ a little girl was there. She was asking her daddy to buy her ice cream while making a suggestive gesture with her hands at *ehm* suggestive place~
me: *look at shagy*
shagy: *looks at me*
both: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!
*run away*
haiihhh.. little girls these days....
p/s: SHAGY PAKAI 2 SPECK!!!! XDXDDD 1 kt t-shirt, another....... LOL
(inside joke, folks)
But earlier today I went to the supermarket and while at the cashier, I saw this elderly man give his Jolly Shandy to his young daughter, maybe around 7 or 8. The guy finished most of it and gave the little that was left for the girl to taste... so the girl took it enthusiastically and had a sip, then ran to the other kids waiting outside.
All the other kids were so amazed... they were like "waahh... what does it taste like??" and the little girl took another sip, made a face and went "gaahh!"
I wonder if that made her drunk? XD
Speaking of little girls, yesterday me go lepakking with my favorite punchbag/kekasih, shagy! XD
Jalan2 at alamanda~ heheheeh shagy belanja me waffles at waffle station... My God, it was the best!! Imagine... a beautiful fluffy waffle with 4 SCOOPS OF VANILLA ICE CREAM, Fudge, banana, peach, blueberries and strawberry topping. VERY HAPPY DESU! XDXDDD
Then we went o watch G.I Joe.. with shagy's other kekasih. Pfffft. I'm so much better dammit. Anyway, while waiting for 7 o'clock (thats when the movies started) we sat outside... tch. Well, that part was boring. I dont get her boyfriend really.. its like in 2 hours he could smoke like 1 box of cigarettes! (Ok, exageratting a bit, but HE DOES SMOKE A LOT!!) and im sorry to say, i couldnt really understand what the hell he was talking about~ He spoke with a kinda slurrrrrrrr~.. hahahaha
The funny part was he didnt know shagy's past... so he thought me and her were collegemates. Hahaha, you know, thats just asking to be played by me. When I told him we met in high school he actually asked where we studied...LOL!!! Apa lagi... Sarawak desu. XDD
Anyway, eventhough I may not like the guy, he makes my stupid girl happy... haiiiiihh.. what to do? Layan je la... Orang bercinta ni.. susah nak sogok.. so why bother? I've tried so many times already.. Bwaaaaaaaahhh... the girl is still happy with him. Fine, if he makes her feel that way... im... (reluctantly) ok with it. hahaha ske laa tu shagy. bodoh kau.
Which reminds me of the conversation i had with her yesterday.. about her classmate Munzir. His cousin and shagy got scandal a while back... hahaha, dah nk msk meminang lak tu. XDD
And for some reason during high school me kena bahan me and munzir got scandal.. im always like "WTF?!" hahahaha good times, good times~
So, shagy was telling me (something like this laaa :P):
Shagy: Weiyh, munzir ade contact aku dowh. Aku tanye die single lg ke?
Die ckp alaaa hana xnk kt aku~
me: LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
gle bangang kawan kao.
shagy: Hahahaha, pastu aku ckp "Ko xde tanye~ cmne die nk taw?"
die kate, "alaa.. hana tu fhm2 je laaaa~"
me: kepala hotakkkk korg. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Anyway, ASL LAAA KORG NAK JUGAK UNGKIT NAMA AKU HAH??!!! SIAL LAAAAA!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, funny la. Long time havent laughed like that~
To munzir, if you're still short, me dont want you. You know why? CUZ I STILL REMEMBER YOU SAYING IM NOT A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL REMEMBER FOREVER!!!!!!!!
**hahaha, jk, jk. All my posts have been so emo, i thought why not trying to post something happy. Well, aparently im phailing.
Anyway, back to little girls. After the movie, me and shagy round2 alamanda.. then we passed Famous Amos~ a little girl was there. She was asking her daddy to buy her ice cream while making a suggestive gesture with her hands at *ehm* suggestive place~
me: *look at shagy*
shagy: *looks at me*
both: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!
*run away*
haiihhh.. little girls these days....
p/s: SHAGY PAKAI 2 SPECK!!!! XDXDDD 1 kt t-shirt, another....... LOL
(inside joke, folks)
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
T^T
im so sad~
i dont like what i have become~
im so sad~
i dont like the fact that my brother gets to be a wannabe rockstar~
im so sad~
i dont like the fact pyon~ chan havent given me my chocolate yet~
I AM MIYUKI'S BORED SOUL. TTATT
p/s:
pon chyan~ you should buy a purple bass...
kay kay~ we should really go to petrosains one day... =.=
masahiro kun~ you know.. i know where you live lo... maybe i should be threatening you in exchange for something of my interest? hmmm.. i think im too nice la... hahahahaha
beatrice~ i need paint. and i need a car...
Yes, I am miyuki's forsaken soul. My hands are numb from painting the whole damn day and now im bored and cold. And im sick again.
Hello, my recklessness again.
i dont like what i have become~
im so sad~
i dont like the fact that my brother gets to be a wannabe rockstar~
im so sad~
i dont like the fact pyon~ chan havent given me my chocolate yet~
I AM MIYUKI'S BORED SOUL. TTATT
p/s:
pon chyan~ you should buy a purple bass...
kay kay~ we should really go to petrosains one day... =.=
masahiro kun~ you know.. i know where you live lo... maybe i should be threatening you in exchange for something of my interest? hmmm.. i think im too nice la... hahahahaha
beatrice~ i need paint. and i need a car...
Yes, I am miyuki's forsaken soul. My hands are numb from painting the whole damn day and now im bored and cold. And im sick again.
Hello, my recklessness again.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
*Insert completely unrelated title here*
Nyaaaaaaa~ wonderful people of planet Earth! Mari peluk! XD
I'm now on holiday from stupid college now.. but i still need to come back everyday.. why? Cuz I'm makin your damn college walls more beautiful. Right now me and Jeradine are doing a massive collaboration in the stairwell of Segi.. and its damn hard. Everyday I go home with dirty clothes and a pained neck. For what? For the satisfaction of having (finally) somoething of mine admired by fellow students and lecturers.
pffft.
Also, to vivi chan... GOMENASAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My lovely phone got problems, so I recieved your sms of distress a bit very late... T^T *phail* Anyway, as to your question, I'll answer it here, albeit being several weeks too late. If im not mistaken you asked which would I choose, money or love, ne? I choose.. money XD
See, when people say money cant buy you happiness, their wrong. Money does make you happy. And what? If you're broke, you can be happy? Please, take a look in reality, do you think when you dont have money, even if you have wonderful friends and a family that cares can make you happy? In this corrupted society? No...
And love? hahahaha... love is a wonderful thing.... i wont deny it. With love you feel the world and all its filth is nothing to you. You see beauty, you see... whatever you want to see. But with love, comes pain, and its a bittersweet pain to feel, but not all love stories have a happy ending. And hell, where can love get you? It can make you a better person, a better human... it can make you stronger and all, but in this day and age, it will eventually fade, and get you nowehere.
You are alone dakara.
Well, thats coming from a child of a broken home, with a history of betrayal and distrust~ ahhh.. how wonderful love could be if i could actually feel it~ *phail*
Anyway, vivi chan~ me sorry for leaving you hanging... *hugs* gomen ne~ *give candy*
And we come to another friend... i dont know what to do with you. I still dont know where I stand. Do you even see me as a friend? Why must blogging be the only way of communictaion between us... you suck. You are so lame.... it seems that i am no more use to you.
And thus, i am alone again~
*Sigh* MatsuKen............... why you hurt me also? Im so sad... all you like in women...
*starts to cry*
You only like mature women~
Older girls...
Like Koyuki~
*cries even harder*
So if a girl isnt mature, does that mean she isnt strong? You make me feel so sad...
But I still love you~
I'll be fangirling Ruki for now.... untill Koyuki is no more~
T^T
Another emo story.
I'm now on holiday from stupid college now.. but i still need to come back everyday.. why? Cuz I'm makin your damn college walls more beautiful. Right now me and Jeradine are doing a massive collaboration in the stairwell of Segi.. and its damn hard. Everyday I go home with dirty clothes and a pained neck. For what? For the satisfaction of having (finally) somoething of mine admired by fellow students and lecturers.
pffft.
Also, to vivi chan... GOMENASAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My lovely phone got problems, so I recieved your sms of distress a bit very late... T^T *phail* Anyway, as to your question, I'll answer it here, albeit being several weeks too late. If im not mistaken you asked which would I choose, money or love, ne? I choose.. money XD
See, when people say money cant buy you happiness, their wrong. Money does make you happy. And what? If you're broke, you can be happy? Please, take a look in reality, do you think when you dont have money, even if you have wonderful friends and a family that cares can make you happy? In this corrupted society? No...
And love? hahahaha... love is a wonderful thing.... i wont deny it. With love you feel the world and all its filth is nothing to you. You see beauty, you see... whatever you want to see. But with love, comes pain, and its a bittersweet pain to feel, but not all love stories have a happy ending. And hell, where can love get you? It can make you a better person, a better human... it can make you stronger and all, but in this day and age, it will eventually fade, and get you nowehere.
You are alone dakara.
Well, thats coming from a child of a broken home, with a history of betrayal and distrust~ ahhh.. how wonderful love could be if i could actually feel it~ *phail*
Anyway, vivi chan~ me sorry for leaving you hanging... *hugs* gomen ne~ *give candy*
And we come to another friend... i dont know what to do with you. I still dont know where I stand. Do you even see me as a friend? Why must blogging be the only way of communictaion between us... you suck. You are so lame.... it seems that i am no more use to you.
And thus, i am alone again~
*Sigh* MatsuKen............... why you hurt me also? Im so sad... all you like in women...
*starts to cry*
You only like mature women~
Older girls...
Like Koyuki~
*cries even harder*
So if a girl isnt mature, does that mean she isnt strong? You make me feel so sad...
But I still love you~
I'll be fangirling Ruki for now.... untill Koyuki is no more~
T^T
Another emo story.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
You make me very happy... <33
I'm so happy... why? Cuz of my 3rd obsession.. Ruki <33 
The Invisible Wall
Translation:
Pig is that soaked in soup of crime
Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?
The picture in which the truth coils up below the rubble
Is the deepest of all
[The invisible wall]
The facial inexpressiveness
In which isolation, hatred, jealousy, anxiety
And nothingness bloom is the heaviest of all
[The invisible wall]
The blue sky that seemed to be absurd
Concealed a terrible spectacle
In the maze without an end...
Drowning in our faults
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you
Keep on recompensing it...And die
Pig is that soaked in soup of crime
In the maze without an end...
"Hate yourself"
Drowning in our faults
In the maze without an end...
"Hate yourself"
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you
A lonely parade that doesn't even know about love
Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(dont get me wrong, i still love kenichi forever and ever, and he's still my no.1 XD)
(and i really like ruki, although he's short.. he got that... *inaudible sound*)
The Invisible Wall
[The Gazette]
Pig that is soaked in soup of crime
Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself
In the maze without an end,
why do you still breathe?
Gareki no shita de shinjitsu ga notauchimawaru e wa,
Naniyorimo fukai [The invisible wall],
Kodoku zouo shitto fuan,
Kyomu ni saita muhyoujou naniyorimo omoi[The invisible wall]
Sanjou oou fujouri ni omoeta warau aozora
In the maze without an end,
Ayamachi ni obore,
In the maze without an end,
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Tsugunai tsuzuke and die.
Pig that is soaked in soup of crime
In the maze without an end,「Hate yourself」
Ayamachi ni obore,
In the maze without an end, 「Hate yourself」
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Aijou mo shiranu kodoku na parade,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Tsugunai tsuzuke and die.
Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?
Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself
In the maze without an end,
why do you still breathe?
Gareki no shita de shinjitsu ga notauchimawaru e wa,
Naniyorimo fukai [The invisible wall],
Kodoku zouo shitto fuan,
Kyomu ni saita muhyoujou naniyorimo omoi[The invisible wall]
Sanjou oou fujouri ni omoeta warau aozora
In the maze without an end,
Ayamachi ni obore,
In the maze without an end,
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Tsugunai tsuzuke and die.
Pig that is soaked in soup of crime
In the maze without an end,「Hate yourself」
Ayamachi ni obore,
In the maze without an end, 「Hate yourself」
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Aijou mo shiranu kodoku na parade,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Tsugunai tsuzuke and die.
Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?
Translation:
Pig is that soaked in soup of crime
Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?
The picture in which the truth coils up below the rubble
Is the deepest of all
[The invisible wall]
The facial inexpressiveness
In which isolation, hatred, jealousy, anxiety
And nothingness bloom is the heaviest of all
[The invisible wall]
The blue sky that seemed to be absurd
Concealed a terrible spectacle
In the maze without an end...
Drowning in our faults
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you
Keep on recompensing it...And die
Pig is that soaked in soup of crime
In the maze without an end...
"Hate yourself"
Drowning in our faults
In the maze without an end...
"Hate yourself"
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you
A lonely parade that doesn't even know about love
Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Wicked Cats, In The Corner, Please!
When the hell will I get to see Merlin again? I'm so damn bored~~ urggghhhhhhhhhhhhh
Stupid British TV only will air it sometime in September I hear.. damn. And Im still waiting for the 5th season of Supernatural.. they said its gonna be the last season, and im dying to find out what the hell is gonna happen. I got my own theory, but its so obvious it will suck if it really happens. Come on, surprise me!
Speaking of which.... it has been a long time since I watched Gaki no Tsukai... I miss Hamada and Matsumoto.... *sigh* I wish I could watch someone kicking someone else's ass for no good reason at all.. its fun you know..
All hail Prince Arthur!! (Bradley James, yeay!!)
Thursday, July 23, 2009
And the funny thing is... (part 3)
I dont know why... suddenly I feel I'm still dissapointed.
XDXDD
Anyway, everything end well... just have to shut that ego out~ Crack and hack that son of a bitch far away.. yeaaaaa..... *blur*
Time to get some ice cream.... >.> and start saving up for GACC deshuuu... X3
XDXDD
Anyway, everything end well... just have to shut that ego out~ Crack and hack that son of a bitch far away.. yeaaaaa..... *blur*
Time to get some ice cream.... >.> and start saving up for GACC deshuuu... X3
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
I am Miyuki's Weird Eating Habit
For a person with such a physique as mine, I find it kinda weird that I'm so picky when it comes to food..
And I have nothing else to blog about. But Im bored desu kara.
Me Dont Like!
: Curry
I can tolerate it, but me still dont like it. Especially when it comes with rice, for some reason.
:Spicy Food
Sakit perut laaa... when food is too spicy you cant actually taste the food... pfft.
:Certain Seafood
I dont eat sotong, ok. Certain types of fish, more often processed (i.e: breaded fish, keropok lekor), but rarely in its true form. I like Dory fish though. Ikan Selar is for my cat. XD
And I like prawns... espeially tempura, hahahaha. Hard to say about crab.. I'm not used to the taste yet, but who knows in the future? XD
:100% Sugar
Like the gigantic colorful lollipops L always has.. and I like cotton candy only if its fresh from the machine (cuz its cool X3)
:Dont like chilli sauce >.<''
Don't even try to put it in front of me while I'm eating. Makes me nausea.. sorry if I offend anyone. :P
:I dont like the yolk part of telur asin. XD
whaaat? the yolk tastes weird la. XDDXDD
:When I order Mee Goreng Mamak, I mean MEE GORENG MAMAK.
When I order something specific, I expect to recieve it. If the waiter brings me something else, I wont eat it, out of principle. If the waiter comes back and says they dont have it and offers something else, than I'll consider it. But if they pandai2 tukar, than pandai2 la kau makan sendiri.
:I know when you give me leftovers.
I can tell. I am therefore, the daughter of a chef.
I dont mind la if im eating at home, but if dining out, i will scream.
:Food that seem too "exotic" for their own good.
Please, no escargot.
:Food that has weird textures.
Its not tottaly a lost case. I may try something.. but I'll be very weary... XD
:Durians, Jackfruits and the like... XD
Am i missing something..? Maybe got a bit more, but those are the main things I annoy most people about. XD
I wouldnt bother going in about the things i like... XDXDD
And I have nothing else to blog about. But Im bored desu kara.
Me Dont Like!
: Curry
I can tolerate it, but me still dont like it. Especially when it comes with rice, for some reason.
:Spicy Food
Sakit perut laaa... when food is too spicy you cant actually taste the food... pfft.
:Certain Seafood
I dont eat sotong, ok. Certain types of fish, more often processed (i.e: breaded fish, keropok lekor), but rarely in its true form. I like Dory fish though. Ikan Selar is for my cat. XD
And I like prawns... espeially tempura, hahahaha. Hard to say about crab.. I'm not used to the taste yet, but who knows in the future? XD
:100% Sugar
Like the gigantic colorful lollipops L always has.. and I like cotton candy only if its fresh from the machine (cuz its cool X3)
:Dont like chilli sauce >.<''
Don't even try to put it in front of me while I'm eating. Makes me nausea.. sorry if I offend anyone. :P
:I dont like the yolk part of telur asin. XD
whaaat? the yolk tastes weird la. XDDXDD
:When I order Mee Goreng Mamak, I mean MEE GORENG MAMAK.
When I order something specific, I expect to recieve it. If the waiter brings me something else, I wont eat it, out of principle. If the waiter comes back and says they dont have it and offers something else, than I'll consider it. But if they pandai2 tukar, than pandai2 la kau makan sendiri.
:I know when you give me leftovers.
I can tell. I am therefore, the daughter of a chef.
I dont mind la if im eating at home, but if dining out, i will scream.
:Food that seem too "exotic" for their own good.
Please, no escargot.
:Food that has weird textures.
Its not tottaly a lost case. I may try something.. but I'll be very weary... XD
:Durians, Jackfruits and the like... XD
Am i missing something..? Maybe got a bit more, but those are the main things I annoy most people about. XD
I wouldnt bother going in about the things i like... XDXDD
Sunday, July 19, 2009
And the funny thing is... part2
I said the next post is gonna be happy.
Maybe later.
You betrayed your promise.
Maybe you didnt take it seriously, but i did.
Now I know where I stand.
Thanks for making it sooner than later.
Maybe later.
You betrayed your promise.
Maybe you didnt take it seriously, but i did.
Now I know where I stand.
Thanks for making it sooner than later.
Friday, July 17, 2009
And the funny thing is... (NOOO MORE EMO!! DAMN YOU!!! >.<'')
Lately I've been hanging out with some great ppl, friends of mine in their own right and way.
I thank them for their great company, I love every single one of them.
But thanks to that I forgot something.
Something happened recently and only after that incident I came to remember the truth,
You are alone.
You live among companions and ppl that show compassion,
but ultimately you die alone.
Last Thursday I got in a conversation with a girl from my animation class.. I never really spoke to her before, and she turned out to be an interesting person. Well, she saw my blog and read all the emo enteries, and said that she used to be like me, all emo and negative about the world before she met her boyfriend. After that she changed into.. a person lightly less dark. lol
Makes me wonder... what will happen to me if I find love? Will it really change me?
=______=;;
yea right.
T^T
*sigggggghhhhhhh*
That time somehow seems very far away. Ngeh.
Oh, and to the happy couples out there, may thou be happy in your candy coated wonderland.
And as a reminder, to those couples, you know, although you're so drunken in love, there are other people that need you too. There are other people around you. Please don't forget your friends, cuz they love you too.
And, to those stated above, please dont feel offended to my post. You people dont annoy me, really. I annoy myself. Its because of the fact that love always seem to hurt me, in one way or another. I just wish my life wasn't filled with hurt for a change.
WHY THE HELL AM I SO EMO????!!!!!!!!!
NGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
I blame it for the lack of ppl I communicate with! Thats right! I have no friends, dakara, I spill everything on this fucking blog. Fuck yea.
NGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAAAAAA!!!!!! T^T
ok, i wanna stop now before i say something i'll regret. BAHHHH.
Next post: Random Happiness! (for a change) XDD
I thank them for their great company, I love every single one of them.
But thanks to that I forgot something.
Something happened recently and only after that incident I came to remember the truth,
You are alone.
You live among companions and ppl that show compassion,
but ultimately you die alone.
Last Thursday I got in a conversation with a girl from my animation class.. I never really spoke to her before, and she turned out to be an interesting person. Well, she saw my blog and read all the emo enteries, and said that she used to be like me, all emo and negative about the world before she met her boyfriend. After that she changed into.. a person lightly less dark. lol
Makes me wonder... what will happen to me if I find love? Will it really change me?
=______=;;
yea right.
T^T
*sigggggghhhhhhh*
That time somehow seems very far away. Ngeh.
Oh, and to the happy couples out there, may thou be happy in your candy coated wonderland.
And as a reminder, to those couples, you know, although you're so drunken in love, there are other people that need you too. There are other people around you. Please don't forget your friends, cuz they love you too.
And, to those stated above, please dont feel offended to my post. You people dont annoy me, really. I annoy myself. Its because of the fact that love always seem to hurt me, in one way or another. I just wish my life wasn't filled with hurt for a change.
WHY THE HELL AM I SO EMO????!!!!!!!!!
NGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
I blame it for the lack of ppl I communicate with! Thats right! I have no friends, dakara, I spill everything on this fucking blog. Fuck yea.
NGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAAAAAA!!!!!! T^T
ok, i wanna stop now before i say something i'll regret. BAHHHH.
Next post: Random Happiness! (for a change) XDD
Thursday, July 9, 2009
When The Stars Fade Away....
Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Oasis
Oasis
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
'Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (i'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone
'Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
'Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
p.s: i do what i do cuz i love you too.
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
'Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (i'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone
'Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
'Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
p.s: i do what i do cuz i love you too.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
That Vampire Molested My Kitten!
The above title has nothing to do with anything and something I thought of cuz my neck hurts.
Ok, anyway, the past week has been weird for me. Why? Honestly I dont remember. XD
But what I do remember is someone is pissing me off, and they're acting like its not their fucking problem. Well, just so you know, the world doesnt evolve around you. Everytime.. EVERYTIME. My God, you are so lame. Get a life.
Hey, do I look like a person who'd wish you the worst? Do you really think I'm that terrible? To my own friend? You know, I really dont know where I stand anymore. Or if I am any of importance for you. Damn, am I just something you assume you can take for granted? Yea, sure... i so called "dont understand" or "i changed" or whatever else you can think of. Fuck you. Like hell i dont understand, what you think im so naiive as to not know, not see what you are going through? Or the fact that I now can literally think, and assume the right course of action, sans the meaningless emotion people face with these problems, and tell you my prespective, without showing any mercy to the other half makes me different from the person you once knew, the person who'd say the same things, but ultimately follow whatever you'd foolishly do in the end? <----- ok, i hav no idea what i just said, but it sounded meaningful. =__=
You perfectly know how angry I am. I wont be saying all this if I wasnt. I wont be swearing like some bitchin asshole who deserves to die wouldnt I? But I also perfectly know, you dont understand WHY im angry. And we both know, you, yes, YOU, would never admit, nor appologize for whatever the hell you've done to me. Yea, its not YOUR problem, it mine eh?
I borrow the words of my darling Ruki,
Fuck Off. (Until you understand all of this)
Ok, anyway, the past week has been weird for me. Why? Honestly I dont remember. XD
But what I do remember is someone is pissing me off, and they're acting like its not their fucking problem. Well, just so you know, the world doesnt evolve around you. Everytime.. EVERYTIME. My God, you are so lame. Get a life.
Hey, do I look like a person who'd wish you the worst? Do you really think I'm that terrible? To my own friend? You know, I really dont know where I stand anymore. Or if I am any of importance for you. Damn, am I just something you assume you can take for granted? Yea, sure... i so called "dont understand" or "i changed" or whatever else you can think of. Fuck you. Like hell i dont understand, what you think im so naiive as to not know, not see what you are going through? Or the fact that I now can literally think, and assume the right course of action, sans the meaningless emotion people face with these problems, and tell you my prespective, without showing any mercy to the other half makes me different from the person you once knew, the person who'd say the same things, but ultimately follow whatever you'd foolishly do in the end? <----- ok, i hav no idea what i just said, but it sounded meaningful. =__=
You perfectly know how angry I am. I wont be saying all this if I wasnt. I wont be swearing like some bitchin asshole who deserves to die wouldnt I? But I also perfectly know, you dont understand WHY im angry. And we both know, you, yes, YOU, would never admit, nor appologize for whatever the hell you've done to me. Yea, its not YOUR problem, it mine eh?
I borrow the words of my darling Ruki,
Fuck Off. (Until you understand all of this)
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
NO! BURN DOWN THE VILLAGE UNTIL YOU FIND THEM!
This is an OUTRAGE! HOW DARE THIS SUDDEN OUTCOME HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!
My dear friends, PAPA BEARD CREAMPUFF in Sunway Pyramid
I S G O N E
where? why? how? who?: I havent a clue. As I visited Sunway Pyramid last Sunday to check on my favourite place, to my despair, it was GONE. VANISHED. REPLACED.
My world is turning into darkness again.. my love.... my hope....
I will forever and always remember you...the tastiness of the beautiful pastry.. for i am heartbroken...
Friday, June 26, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
wow~ long time no see, old friend~
1. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri??
- Something to eat.. =_=
2. Apakah paling penting dlm hidup kamu?
- Something that makes me happy and whole~
3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu??
- Di tempat gle exclusive and expensive
4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
- ehm.... >.>
5. Adakah anda sedang dilamun cinta??
- MatsuKen desu X3
6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam??
- Mamak
7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
- Singapore Ghost Stories~ XD
8. Apakah nama penuh kamu??
- Perlu ke?
9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau mak??
- again, perlu ke?
10. Namakan orang yang ingin kamu jumpa dalam hidup kamu buat pertama kalinya??
- matsuyama kenichi
- ruki
- the whole alice nine! XD I AM A HAPPY FANGIRL!
11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu.buat masa skrg:
- shagy ratu shark poyo
- fatin pyon chan
- alya j-not?
- jeradine krocherub chan~
- kay! my imouto!
- pon chyan~ XD
- em.. insert your name here.
12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri??
- malaslah
13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu mahu pergi?
- otaku paradise... some place that has chocolate and ice cream and waffles and matsuken~
14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu..
- xde org tag aku, curi from shagy
- shagy curi chester daripadaku
- curi gambar abang aku >.<
- amek ice cream baskin robbins aku dgn sgt banyak~
- janji nak blanje waffles ngn ice cream, tp xde pon... T^T
15. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai - linkin park. - matsuyama kenichi. - anime. - manga. - jrockers. - waffles. - black tshirts. - music. 16. Pelukan atau ciuman?? - haaaaaaahhhhhh~ nak peluk ken chan~ 17. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan - fuck - wth?!
- wtf?!?!!
- babi la kao!!
- waffle!
- kepala hotaaaakkkk~
- malas syalll~~
- gedik la kao!!!
(asl sume cm mencarut je? XD)
18. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca??
- only manga baby~ XD
oh and re-read Da vinci code and Frankenstein~
19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali??
- ~dice: alice nine
- new divide : linkin park.
- filth in the beauty : the gazette
- whats the story morning glory? : oasis
- the sharpest lives : my chemical romance.
- rain : olivia
- distress and coma : the gazette
- all our lives : foo fighters
20. Mari men'TAG' 8 orang lain
- oh. sgt malas~
- Something to eat.. =_=
2. Apakah paling penting dlm hidup kamu?
- Something that makes me happy and whole~
3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu??
- Di tempat gle exclusive and expensive
4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
- ehm.... >.>
5. Adakah anda sedang dilamun cinta??
- MatsuKen desu X3
6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam??
- Mamak
7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
- Singapore Ghost Stories~ XD
8. Apakah nama penuh kamu??
- Perlu ke?
9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau mak??
- again, perlu ke?
10. Namakan orang yang ingin kamu jumpa dalam hidup kamu buat pertama kalinya??
- matsuyama kenichi
- ruki
- the whole alice nine! XD I AM A HAPPY FANGIRL!
11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu.buat masa skrg:
- shagy ratu shark poyo
- fatin pyon chan
- alya j-not?
- jeradine krocherub chan~
- kay! my imouto!
- pon chyan~ XD
- em.. insert your name here.
12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri??
- malaslah
13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu mahu pergi?
- otaku paradise... some place that has chocolate and ice cream and waffles and matsuken~
14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu..
- xde org tag aku, curi from shagy
- shagy curi chester daripadaku
- curi gambar abang aku >.<
- amek ice cream baskin robbins aku dgn sgt banyak~
- janji nak blanje waffles ngn ice cream, tp xde pon... T^T
15. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai - linkin park. - matsuyama kenichi. - anime. - manga. - jrockers. - waffles. - black tshirts. - music. 16. Pelukan atau ciuman?? - haaaaaaahhhhhh~ nak peluk ken chan~ 17. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan - fuck - wth?!
- wtf?!?!!
- babi la kao!!
- waffle!
- kepala hotaaaakkkk~
- malas syalll~~
- gedik la kao!!!
(asl sume cm mencarut je? XD)
18. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca??
- only manga baby~ XD
oh and re-read Da vinci code and Frankenstein~
19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali??
- ~dice: alice nine
- new divide : linkin park.
- filth in the beauty : the gazette
- whats the story morning glory? : oasis
- the sharpest lives : my chemical romance.
- rain : olivia
- distress and coma : the gazette
- all our lives : foo fighters
20. Mari men'TAG' 8 orang lain
- oh. sgt malas~
Sunday, May 31, 2009
I am.... the light at the edge of your depression.
Heyya again...
Im sitting here in this CC trying to pass the time for 3 hours and find myself getting mood swings.
The post earlier... I sounded harsh. I shouldn't be taking it out on the little ppl that care for me.
Yes, life's a bitch. But somewhere inside, (incredibly) i still have hope.
And well... I accidentally read and watched smthg that reminded me of that. pfft~
Anyway, that reminded me of a nice song... I'm reminded of my brother everytime I listen to it...
He used to sing it to me when I was small... God, I miss him~ :)
Don't Look Back in Anger
Oasis
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you've never been
But all the things that you've seen
They slowly fade away
So I'll start a revolution from my bed
'Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a rock and roll band
Who'll throw it all away
I'm gonna start a revolution from my bed
'Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, 'cuz summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
'Cuz you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
(guitar solo)
So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today.
Im sitting here in this CC trying to pass the time for 3 hours and find myself getting mood swings.
The post earlier... I sounded harsh. I shouldn't be taking it out on the little ppl that care for me.
Yes, life's a bitch. But somewhere inside, (incredibly) i still have hope.
And well... I accidentally read and watched smthg that reminded me of that. pfft~
Anyway, that reminded me of a nice song... I'm reminded of my brother everytime I listen to it...
He used to sing it to me when I was small... God, I miss him~ :)
Don't Look Back in Anger
Oasis
Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you've never been
But all the things that you've seen
They slowly fade away
So I'll start a revolution from my bed
'Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a rock and roll band
Who'll throw it all away
I'm gonna start a revolution from my bed
'Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, 'cuz summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
'Cuz you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
(guitar solo)
So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say
So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today.
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