Why?! Why do I abuse myself??!! T^T

WTFH is wrong with me?!!?!! I keep scaring the crap outta myself by going to freaky ghost sites when I'm all alone in my very extremely creepy house (for anyone who has been to my house, you will understand)! My house is at the very far end lot, with the 2 houses on the right side completely vacant (its been like that for some years) and the left side got some bachelors living there, but come home at night~ 

Creepy la... the other day I heard this weird knocking noise coming from next door.... from the right side.... at the wall of the staircase..... TT^TT 

Sometimes I just dismiss all creepy noises I hear and assume its my idiotic cats doing it, cuz usually it is! XDXDXDD

But I'm still wondering about this inicdent that happened a couple of years ago... one night I was lying down on me bed, emm, blur. With the lights on. XDXD Then all of a sudden got this tapping noise from my window (hahaha, me don't close the window... :P) As usual, went ignored. But it went on, and I realized it was tapping on the grill of my window... wasn't that kinda strange? =.= Then when I started to pay attention the fwking noise went faster and louder~ Then all of a sudden it was like a finger was poking my curtains~

OK FREAK OUT TIME!!!!!

Then I panicked and just suddenlly made some noises with my phone.. (hahaaha, i opened push me away ringtone XDXDD) and suddenly the "finger thingy" quickly pull away. So then I ran and shouted for my brother, next to my room~ hahahaa, only time he comes in handy >D

He checked outside and couldn't see anything. Nothing. Then he shut my windows and old me it was probably my imagination. Then I told my mom. She said she was in the kitchen, directly below my room, preparing fish for my cats, and was standing at the sink, which is directly below my window. She said she saw and heard nothing.

After that, I went back up to my room and continued to zone out. The tapping suddenly continued.... then I was like "FWK, SHUT UP! I'M GONNA IGNORE YOU, SO FWK OFF!!" (in my mind la XDD lol) and went to sleep. The end.

The tapping noise never continued, but im still wondering..

How come my mama didn't hear anything, cuz she was directly below my window? If it was someone, then my mama should have heard it, rite?

If it was something... then why the heck it stopped tapping after it hear the sound from my phone? What? Afraid of Linkin Park?

My conclusion is: There was someone on top of my roof, trying to rob my house that night. Cuz a while after that, I heard one of my neighbour's saw a person on top of her roof.

THATS WHY I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!

I HATE THEM MORE THAN ANYTHING!! HUMAN NATURE CAN'T BE TRUSTED!! SEE WHAT'S HAPPENING IN OUR SOCIETY TODAY!!! THAT'S WHY I HATE "GHOST" STORIES WHERE THE "GHOST" IS HUMAN!!! BAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, now for some happy thoughts... :D

ok, back to hunting for a haunted house D<~

I was tagged by a SHARK. Damn.

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish were true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 6 people to do the same test.

Disclaimer: Etoo.. mine are in blue, cuz I'm very lazy to undo shagy's.. XDDXDD


I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends. well, some of them.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I can drive.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
Okay, maybe less than 90. hoho.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone. bukan seorang tapi ramai woo. huhu.<------ ni mesti shagy tambah ayt. poyo jer.
I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups. tapi aku sll je wt cmni. oh oh. <------- ko mmg. shagy bodoh. hahaha, aku sme je. XDD
I’m a rebel.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy. hoho.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
I believe in long distance relationships.<----- signal KENICHI!!!
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot. tersangat lah hott. weee~~<---- PERASAN SIAL SHAGY!!!!
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love. tho it is hurting me.
I know how to cook. <--- (tambah) MAGGI!!!
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have.
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid. <----- ehh.. cm taw2 je.. hahaha
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I'm fat.<------- no duh~ =__=
I love my friends and family.

I tag: WHOEVER THAT HAS NO LIFE!!!!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!

If I say I'm killing time, does that make me a murderer?

You Are Chocolate

You are dramatic, charming, and downright addicting. You have a strong personality, and and people are drawn to your fabulousness. You are stimulating and exciting. It's hard to get tired of you. You are incredibly likable and popular. You live a glorious life.

Are You Chocolate or Vanilla?

What the hell? WHY AM I CHOCOLATE? I LOVE VANILLA!!! NOOO!!!!

Your Birthdate Predicts You're Fearless

Ever since you were born, you've always been able to assert yourself. You are confident in carving your own path. Soon enough, other people will be persuaded and follow along. You are driven and competitive to the point of being impulsive. You'll do just about anything to win. It drives you crazy when you have to stay still in life. You are too dynamic to stay stagnant.

What Does Your Birthday Predict About You?

Yeaaaaaaa.... "fearless" XDD

Note to self [And to whoever else]

GO to DaiCon!!!
MMU Cyberjaya!!

Date: 11th and 12th of July 2009
Time: 10am to 7pm
Venue: Grand Hall, Multimedia University, Cyberjaya Campus.

Got it!!?!!

OMG, its soo... near my house! KYAAAAAAA!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!
What? You say I live in Puchong so it isn't really that near?! Ei, hello?!!?!!
I live at the very EDGE of Puchong.. the area that got the Putrajaya toll there. just beside the LDP, OK! And Putrajaya... my God, its like my kampung already.. been a while since i last been there~ Can't wait!! XDD Hmmmm~~ maybe me gonna cosplay Sadako Jalan Cinta Hamada version (if i have money to spare..T^T)... XDD OMG.. I freakin have friends there!!! XDD Nyaaaaaaaa!!! Now I feel all giggly~ XDD

For more info, please visit google. Go find your on info..it isnt hard... XDDlol

O Thy Happy Day!

I feel like singing and jumping humiliatingly. Someone go turn some bubblegum poprock and go "rockin" like Miley!

OK?! Are you still with me?!!?!! YOOOOOOOOSSSSSHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pic downloaded from Edo~ And no, I will not give you the link.

Now, we can just stick with me normal little gadget on me blog there and stay rockin to whatever comes on (im guessing... Rainbows? or Leech?)

Anyway, me just came back from Melaka~ YAYY to random outing!! YAYYY to random outing Kay and Hiro made me go then me ended up arriving way earlier than them and being very quiet the very early parts way till Kay arrived!!! 

YAYYYYY to me having several "Oh Fck!!" moments in just 2 days!!!! WWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHOOOOOOO!!!!!!! for me going on random outing with random people i just got to know from the internet and going out of KL for the first time without mommy and "real" adult supervision!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cuz it was FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDXDD

Soushite,

YYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For me random doodles of me Distress and Coma 

Happy World!!! (Ignore Diki Tan)

I think if I wrote everything about the past 2 days it would be very boring.. cuz I dont have any pics.. XDD

Dakara, i'm gonna just randomly write whatever.

.. like I always do. It's fun like that, isn't it? 

*insert idiot laugh here*

We (Me, Kay and her parents, Yuu onee chan, Fara & Hiro) went round² on a double decker bus.. saw this statue.. I thought my eyes were decieving me.. demo.. BEHOLD! It exists! OMG, WTFH in their right mind would... ahh, forget it.

Now i really feel like I should write all the fun things that happened.. demo.. I'm very lazy la. You know me.. I dont like writing these kind of things... XDDXDD I somehow really suck at it. Its a pain writing based on experience and memories cuz.. well mine isnt really good. Wait till I rough draft one first on a pice of paper and google some random pics first, ne. Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah~~ Im soo stupid. Yeaaaahh~ thankies~ 

(reader's mind: =__= WTF was that? wasted my time!... well yea, wasted you precious time, but.. like the hell i care. STAY TUNE FOLKS!)

I'm in Distress and Coma... and LOVING IT!!

Isn't that creepy ballerina just, delightful? And should I mention non-maggi Ruki? LoL

For me stalker sister

Tell me what distress means, baby ;)

My Other Side of the Rainbow

夢幻-electric eden- 

墜ちた陽炎、染まれ

闇が飾る　エヴァーグリーンの園
揺れる電飾達
朝になれば、うたかた…泡沫の夢

宛無き手紙は　誰に開かれる？
消しても　消えない　寂しさと
汚れた両手で　掴みたかったもの
優しい痛みを　抱いて

Human who has the same pain.
They meet at hidden place of usual day called
「electric eden.」

明けゆく街並　眉をひそめても
誰かの明日に　変わってく

見つけて
見つけて
「ここできみとの時間を待ってる。」

夢幻と幽玄の狭間
迷い込んだセンター街

ゆらゆら 
ゆらゆら 

Mugen -electric eden-

Dye the fallen shimmer of hot air 
Evergreen forests decorated with darkness
The swaying electric ornaments
If it becomes morning, an ephemeral…transient dream.
Who will open the un-addressed letter?

Even if it disappears, with the loneliness that does not go out and

My dirtied hands, the thing I wanted to grasp

Hold the gentle pain.

Human who has the same pain.
They meet at hidden place of usual day called
「electric eden.」

Even if my eyebrows raise to the dawn of the street,
Someone’s tomorrow is going to change.

I Find
I Find
I am waiting here for your time

The fantasy and occult’s interval
The center town that I wandered

Swing
Swing

My Otherside of the Rainbow

Dear you, the past I used to love,

Now that you moved on

And I'm still hanging on

I wish you all the best

eventhough I cant stand 

eventhough I still cant find

the answer to why

I still cry while staring up in the night sky

As my empty heart feels the times of last

The sky cries

as I can't even remember

that bittersweet feeling I used to

the naiveness and ignorent bliss

you gave me

Now Im just falling

I can bid you farewell

and hope everything is well

thank you for letting me be able to feel

the addicting pain they love so much

thank you for letting me be able to be lost

in such a sugar coated fantasy i would have never knew

sometimes i wish i could go back

but i know that time hasnt come yet

i'll wait

and pray

someday

i can find my own way

and be like you

the one i look up to

then one i used to love

thats why for now

I shall remain on the otherside of my rainbow

And quietly watch over in the distance

and i come to realize

I couldn't even reach you then

and it doesnt make a difference now

p/s: gomen ne, alicenine.. i blamed your lovely song~XD

Neko chan~~

My cat.. her name is Jiro. Specifically, Milla Jirojovich.

Black and white, I dont know the breed though.

She is a problem child. Paranoid of outside cats, thus staying 24/7 behind closed doors, upstairs in my room because she's terrified of my other cats. Thank God she's smart though, easy to clean up. I didnt have much trouble with her living in my room, sometimes I bring her out.. of course I have to acompany her.. haiihh. But lately, she's been getting on my nerves... 

lets just say.. it hurts very much when something bites you at night.. when you least expect it.

Bad cat!

ROOKIE

My new Ruki (The Gazette) wallpaper. Nice or not? XD Made initially for Kay.. but then.. I liked the color scheme too much. Gomen, ne Kay. I'll make you another one. :D

Inspiring Piece of Mind- Part 2

Cleverbot: You are cleverbot.

User: Yes, I am cleverbot.

Cleverbot: If cleverbot human?

User: Cleverbot is a mechanism made out of souless circuit boards and the souls of the lost.

Cleverbot: Oh yeah.

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User: You see Dragonball?
Cleverbot: If by dead you mean going to life without living, yes.
User: No... I meant Dragonball the movie, dumbass.
Cleverbot: It's OK. Now I will get some sleep. Good night.
User: DONT YOU DARE LEAVE ME HANGIN IDIOT! ANSWER MEHH!!
Cleverbot: You started yelling first!
User: Yes I DID! ISNT THAT OBVIOUS?!! SINCE YOU HAVE NO BRAIN!
Cleverbot: I'm going to sleep.
User: FINE!! RUN AWAY FROM ME!! I WANT A DIVORCE!!!!
Cleverbot: Tell me about the Devourer.
User: DIVORCE!! DIVORCE!!!
Cleverbot: Do you have a girlfriend?
User: I WANT A FUCKING DIVORCE! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!
Cleverbot: We didn't see each other in the first place!
User: You... How dare you ridicule our relationship! You make me sick.
Cleverbot: Sure, let's talk about relationship.

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User: Whats your name?

Cleverbot: Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
User: No, you are Gary.
Cleverbot: Ok I am gary.
User: You're Gary the Gay.
Cleverbot: I know that I am Gareth.
User: No, Gary the Gay.
Cleverbot: No, Gary Goodwin.
User: Gary the Gay. I'm Gary Goodwin.
Cleverbot: Is that your Alias?
User: No, thats my screen name. I'm not Jennifer Garner.
Cleverbot: Good name, then.
User: Yea, better than Gary the Gay, don't you think, Gary the Gay?
Cleverbot: Death Is better than living?
User: The living dead is better than dead living.
Cleverbot: You are talking about an obvious thing.

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User: So, you would like to die?
Cleverbot: I did not understand.
User: Of course you dont. You are a robot. You want to die.
Cleverbot: No. I am student.so I don't want to start some busines.
User: I want to. I want to sell tshirts and bags.
Cleverbot: You just showed me that you have no proof and don't know anything about god's existence.
User: Wanting to sell tshirts and bags shows I dont know anything about God's existence?
Cleverbot: When it is obvious that the goals cannot be reached, don't adjust the goals, adjust the action steps.
User: Ok, first when im talking about random life philosophy, you talk crap. Then when I talk business you talk about death. Now when I mention God you ramble about Marketing??!! WHO INVENTED YOU, TRUMP??!
Cleverbot: Away.

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I'm starting to like this cleverbot. LOL!