Saturday, February 28, 2009

Indulge in My Obsession! I Love You, Damnit!

Second post for today. This is what happens when I get fed... Kenichi fanvids and such. FTW





My fave Kenichi Fanvid of all time. lol. (Where I got that hot super kawaii thing XD)



ViVa la MatsuKen! Miaow~



Perfect. Just Perfect.♥


Here's a story... I actually didn't like Kenichi at first. I thought he was a loser. lol. It was around the time when it was announced who was gonna play who in Death Note and a magazine released such pictures of the cast. They put some random pic of Kenichi, most probably after he was shooting Yamato, (because his head was shaved) and he had this weird blur expression on his face. XDXD. They also mentioned Kenichi was some newbie actor... and I thought "WTH? Muka lonjong ni nk jd L ke? ARRGGHHH!!!"

And so, Death Note came out and I watched it... I watched L so closely, how he walked talked,
all the little movements he made. Then I was thinking "Hey, this guy isn't so bad.. tp suara agk pelik la.." then all of a sudden, he smiled. '''orz

And that was the first time I fell in love after seeing someone smile. hahaha. So continued my fangirl obsession for the guy~ lol




I hereby claim the month of March as "Matsuyama Kenichi Appreciation Month"!!
0503 FTW!!!!!


Popcorn and Soda

Bwaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!! OMG OMG OMG!! It looks like this year there are a few movies that really look interesting.. mmm... can't wait to watch. (Why all of a sudden I'm writing about movie releases? Because, I fcking can't for a few of them, I just had to post their trailer here. Thats why :])




Blood: The Last Vampire
(29/5- Japan Release)

OMG, I was kinda upset when they said they were using an actress from South Korea. But after I saw the trailer, I changed my mind. It looks freakin cool man. Hahahahaha, better not make my fave badass heroine into some crap, I love Saya too much to see her like that. If it does become crap, Imma gonna burn something...




X-Men Origins: Wolverine
(May 2009)

WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!! Finally, Gambit appears! I've been his fan since the early 90's cartoon. Hahahahahahaha, I always thought he was the coolest among all the other X-men. Like Cyclops is just too damn uptight, and Wolverine (the cartoon version) is just too beastly.. huuhhhh... I hope they make one with Jubilee in it. That would be fun, ne~ ^^





Watchmen
(March 2009)

Honestly speaking, I never read the graphic novel before. But from the trailer and the posters.. all the "I know the true faces of people/They are afraid of me/ the wrold would look up and shout save us.. but I'll whisper No/ blablabla" Really got my attention. Hahahahahaa, the REAL WORLD philosophy. XD Anyway, MCR made me want to watch this even more~ listen to "Desolation Row".


Do I NEED to say what movie this is?? XD
(June 2009)

Is this of any surprise? Like no Duh, of course I wanna see this!!! XDXD Autobots, transform and roll out!!!! XDXD Time for revenge, baby!! WWWAAAAAAAAHHHH, I'm so excited all of a sudden!! XDXD And I really do hope Megatron and Optimus get a REAL fight this time. OMG, giant robot battle, isn't that just freakin awesome???!!!!



Tekken Movie ( rumored-2009)
Don't know much about this one..can't even find the trailer.. (maybe its because they haven't finished filming yet = ='' kena piak) But I'll tell you this: I am gonna watch this movie, be it crappy or not, just because CHiaki Kuriyama is in it. She's gonna be Xiaoyu, dammit!!! WAAAAAHHH!! Mitai desu!! And I heard that Nakam Yukie is set to play Jun Kazama.. OMG, Yankumi!! Fight-o... OWH!!! But wait... where's Hworang??!!! T^T




Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun Li 
(Feb 2009)

Out already? HAhahahaa!! I wanna watch this one cuz its about Chun Li, my fave Street Fighter character. I remeber when I was young I used to watch the SF animated movie, my fave part being where Chun LI fights Vega in her apartment (later ending up in the hospital). I do hope that this one is better than the rest of the SF Live Action movies.. haiiihh..(Although i feel an "EPIC PHAIL" coming...)

Ne... all of the movie trailers I mentioned above are either based on a comic/manga/graphic novel or games.. >.>'' hahahaha, dasar otaku. Anyway, there are some non-game/comic based movies I DO wanna watch, just that I can't really find the trailers.. hahaha. One of them is Cirque Du Freak (its based on a BOOK, later turned into an anime, but I read the book long before the anime, got that?! XD), Cloverfield 2 (yay for monster movies!! XD), Sounds of Tokyo (fish market employee who doubles as contact killer XDXD), Angels and Demons (I wish I could read the book first.. T^T), Star Trek (Sylar! Sylar! And only becuase of him. XDXD looks crappy, btw.), Onimusha (Takeshi Kaneshiro dammit! XD) and Harry Potter of course. Lol.

And last but not least...



Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac (2009- still in production)



Kamui Gaiden (2009- still in production)

Thats hot super kawaii baby. Can't wait to see you again.

(p/s: doesn't Kenichi look super kakkoi in Kamui Gaiden? lol. And Anna Tsuchiya is also in it! Yay!!!

Friday, February 27, 2009

Hello, Mr.Brightside.

Finally, I'm done for this semester. All my final coursework I did cincai only. WTF, I give up. Now all I need to do is to upload my crummy personal website on a server and I'll be free from Segi... until March 23, that is. Bwaahhh, and my animation lecturer even gave us some advice before we parted ways.. more like warning though... "Next sem someone else is gonna teach you guys. Its a Chinese fellow. Strange guy. Very strict, cannot play² in his class. He wont be giving you any chances like me (stares at me XD). His standard: Final Fantasy."

OMG, I'm freakin doomed. T^T



Anyway, this last day was both happy, and very depressing. Sucidal depressing. Shall I ramble what the hell happened to me here? Umm.. maybe some other time. You know, my head is always up in space. I barely come down..its so peaceful up there.. part of the reason why I'm always out is because once I get back down to Earth I think I become depressed.. well, I'm not sure about that, but one thing's for sure that I have a psychological problem of some sort.. 0.o'' Anyway, by going into blank blur mode I think helps me stay sane.. XP

Surprised? Lol, I've had so many countless times finding myself crying alone in a bathroom stall, It's become like a monthly thing to me. (BEWARE! Beginning to get all emo all of a sudden~)
I find myself being abandoned by everyone I depend on, thats why now I don't trust anyone. My parents, my brothers, my friends. Everytime, I find myself alone. Is it because I don't open up to people? But how can I? I don't trust anyone, so how can I tell them my problem? I don't even tell my best friend.. Does that make me a bad friend for not trusting her? Is it that I'm scared of being hurt again that I stay away from those who "care" for me? DO they even care? Who am I to them???? If my father could leave me like he did, then why shouldn't others do the same?


. . . .

I think I'm psycho-ing myself.


Oh yea, thats the first time I publicly said my father left me. OMG, I'm ge
tting teary eyed. XDXDlol, Maybe some other time I can get more off my mind. I'm not used to expressing what I'm feeling. hahahahaahaha. So, random people from the internet that randomly came across this blog, I'm sorry I emo-ed half way throug my post. This one was supposed to be the happy one. Dammit. pfft. yea I suck, but who cares, this is MY BLOG, WHERE I RULE. BWAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nonetheless, whatever crappy things happen to me, I'll still try and look for the rainbow after the storm


Hello, Mr.Brightside :)



Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I Murdered A Snail This Morning...

Sorry snail.. I terpijak you.. gomen ne~ hahahaaha You were just there at the wrong place and wrong time... Dah geli-geli sial sisa² mayat kamu. Hahahaha, aku xmo kemas~ Let the force of nature take you to your final resting place.. See you in Peach Hell. Heh. Yesterday dh la hujan gle lebat sampai dpn rumah naik air.. ngaaaaa!! Bodoh je nk hanyutkn kasut baru aku. Good thing sempat nak selamatkn~ And Si Siput nye kaum baby² sume kluar.. eeeeeee... gle geli-geli weiyh!!! I don't know why all of a sudden my house got so many snails... tahap karma nye bangang.. 

Anyway, enough talking about snails.

Starting from now on till (hopefully) Friday night, I shall officially be on the brink of insanity, trying hard to finish up my assignments as this is my final week of the semester. I want to get this all finished with and get all the crap past me, so next week I can just... continue my life, sleeping the hours away and doing nothing proactive whatsoever till the wee hours in the morning.. uuuuu... can't wait!!

Jyaa, byebye for now~ ♥

Monday, February 16, 2009

Gas masks, Chainsaws, Valentines. Rempits of Malaysia, Wear Your Helmets! Malaysia Boleh!

Yoshh.. back from my grandma's place. Tired, but I feel like writing, because I love the internet.

Gas Masks

Suddenly I have this fascination of gas masks, they look cool. Love them. Anyway, it also reminds me of the movie My Bloody Valentine... I wanna watch it~ mnyaaaw... not (just) because of Jansen Ackles, but because I wanna see the lunatic in the gas mask kill people. Cool, no?

Bloody? Nice.


Valentines
So speaking of the "ultimate" date movie, Valentines has come and gone...Sad really, not
cuz I actually believe in Valentines and it makes me go emo cuz me still single (XD), but cuz Japan is crazy about the day. And Matsuyama Kenichi is there. And so are his massive amount of insane fangirls that wanna rip other fangirls aprt in their quest to give my love chocolates. Dammit. I feel like I just wanna rip them bit by bit... stomp on their pretty decorated lacey pinku boxes of bittersweet chocolates. Tch. Ahh... forget it~ T^T
Anyway, I was surprised on Saturday morning when I received an sms, waking me up from my deep slumber.. I thought it was my friend asking me where the hell I am, since I had class Sat morning.. but it was Kay. Hahaha, Yep, me stalker sista asked me if I wanted to join her and her real sis at KLCC~ Heehehehee~ And being the random person I am, I said OK XDXDXD
They were planning on watching Geng that day, but KLCC had sold out, so they went to Mid Valley instead.. hahaha, of course I was late in meeting up with them... XDXD (gomen ne!) So, 14th of February became the official day me n sadist sista no.1 finally met in person. Oh, so lovely~ LoL

Malaysia Boleh!

Geng was, surprisingly, good. No, it was fun, and entertaining and REALLY AMAZING. I mean, it wasn't the best animation I've seen, but really cool for Malaysia. You can FEEL the Malaysian spirit in the movie (even though they "borrowed" some parts here and there). And I'm kinda skeptical about Malaysian movies, so believe me when I say this: GO WATCH IT! XDXD ( oh, and kay.. I think I owe you 40 cents.. XDXD) Oh, and for once, after watching something local, I can proudly say: AKU BANGGA JADI ANAK MALAYSIA (see how long that can last~ ^^;;)

Fikirkan Masa Depan!!


Chainsaws
Ok, now you're wondering WTH does all this have to do with chainsaws? Well
, if you know me, you'd probably already know that...

*common, guess it*



*dont facepalm yourself yet*


*XDXDXD BAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! WRONG GUESS!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA*


The chainsaw is actually... Pricess Sadako's weapon of choice... emm, you know, to
carry around. Princess Sadako?? XDD Ok, Sadako is one of the OC Kay came up with, from our soon to be released (like in a few.. years... maybe... XD) manga/doujin. For the time being, I'm calling it "Jalan Cinta Hamada" in tribute to Hamada, The Super Sadist of Gaki no Tsukai. XDXD Anyway, Sadako is supposed to ehem, represent, emm, me.



Rempits of Malaysia

Ok, so what about rempits?? What doe this have to do with my post for today ?(night XD) Well, being the random being I am, you probably should already know that....




*try guessing, again XD*





*Aww... common la~~*



* Hey, only I can say "tch" here.. now GUESS!*




* BAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! WRONG!!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*



Ok, dear reader... they have absolutely NOTHING to do with my post. Just something I thought of to make the title seem similar to one of Gintama's chapter... XDXD~ In fact, I'm very sorry to say, I dont favor you guys really, cuz you're noisy and one of your kind looked at me weirdly and was trying to get my number. So there. Hahahaha, stupid, ne? But.. well, suka hati la.

Friday, February 13, 2009

The Black Muffet

Yo.. minna wa genki?

I'm home alone today.. Friday.. a happy day, cuz its the end of the week. Get longer hours of sleep. hehehehe. As if I don't already sleep to my hearts content. Anyway, what shall I ramble on today? Well, firstly maybe you want me to explain WTH does "The Black Muffet" mean. Its my goth name baby. Got it? Muahahahahahaha, (black+one of your pets name) and I just added "the" because it sounded above epic. LOL.


My Love. One and Only. My Obsession.
That's Hot, Super Kawaii.

Ok, so not many of you might not know (if you're here by chance then you really don't), that I'm new into exploring j-rock music. No, let me rephrase that.. Visual Kei (ビジュアル系). My first experience to VK was the Trinity Blood opening bu Buck Tick. "Woah, that was dark, and cool, but too... heavy?"  was what I was thinking in my head that time. And when I said heavy I meant the vocals.. how should I put it? Ahh.. you know, like Yomi's vocals in Nightmare.. hahaha~ = =''' And so I kinda got bored listening to Nightmare (I skipped Buck Tick  XP) so I stopped for a bit and listened to bands like High and Mighty Color and UVERworld, which I love. But after a while Idecided to give VK another try and went browsing which new band I should give a listen to. It was either Alicenine, The Gazette, Miyavi, LM.C or Girugamesh~ Girugamesh and The Gazeete looked scary and Miyavi looked too mainstream, and LM.C looked too happy. So i picked alicenine cuz... I saw Hiroto's pic. XDXDXDXDXDXDXD  (honest!!)

Anyway, I loved alicenine, I love Shou and I got confused who was who (I thought Hiroto was Tora, Tora was Saga, Saga was Tora~~) and started listening to Miyavi. He rocked. He rolled. He ruled. I love him. And his guitar playing skills. 

Ore-sama Miyavi! You know he's hawt. 

3 Beautiful People. Ok, Now Let me just lay beside thee. I can die happy.

And so now, I'm beggining to love The Gazette, and other bands as well. So one day, I stumbled upon something interesting.. A blog (in spanish) explaining the different types of VK (hahahaa xD me and my ignorence only thought there were 2- Visual Kei and Oshare Kei. Don't flame me now. I'm still learning!) Ok, so these are some of the extracts from Akiry Blog

"Some bands have been handling "types" of visual oshare, kotekote, eroguro, etc ... but are beginning to fall into disuse because the bands have been combining and adopting new styles which can not be seen as one." <--disclaimer X3
My disclaimer: I translated some of the desciptions here, for general use, I dont know if its right or not, since I cant speak Spanish, and I am clueless of where they got the definitions (I'm thinking its their own.. XP) Some of my own words are thrown in there, which are in itallic or bold~ If they seem random and out of place, they're mine. :)

Kote Kote
(I shall never say this out loud, not to be caught dead, I shall define this as VK instead, eventhough it might be wrong in some ppl's eyes/ears)
The typical image that comes to people when they hear the word "visual-kei." Extravagant leather costumes, hairstyles and flashy with colors in sharp contrast with makeup  white faces. 

Oshare Kei
The word oshare in Japanese generally means elegant or someone who has too much in this fashion. The bands of this type are very extravagant and almost always wear colorful costumes and a bit exaggerated. Usually applies cheerful, fun, happy and all derivatives as well as infant and tender attitude that occurs in humans. Their sound reflects this attitude with each pose. Example: An Cafe X3

Takuya. Me love you. Miku. Cute as always.
Angura Kei
Comes from the word "underground", The bands of this kind are few and are characterized by a traditional Japanese touch but obviously a bit dark. Go google the bands la! XD hahaha 

Eroguro Kei 
Derives from the words and Erotic Grotesque. Able to recognize the bands of this type simply watching your videos, photos, costumes and monsterous, violent and disgusting makeup until the sound can be integrated. 
From Wikipedia: Erotic Grotesque Nonsense, frequently shorted to Ero guro(エログロ ) is a wasei-eigo term that describes a literary and artistic movement from 1920s and '30s Japan. Ero guro puts its focus on eroticism, sexual corruption and decadence. This movement is often used incorrectly by western audiences to mean "gore" - depictions of horror, blood, and guts. In actuality the "grotesque" term implies malformed, unnatural or horrific. While ero guro is a specific movement, many of its components can be found throughout Japanese history and culture. Items that are pornographic and bloody are not necessarily ero guro. The band Cali Gari was heavily influenced by Erotic Grotesque Nonsense and Angura. Western Visual Kei fans mistook this theme as a description of their "genre" and linked it with other Visual Kei bands. 

Ohh.. so Grotesque Parody aniki is into this stuff? hahaha. Best ke? Mintak tunjuk ajar~ XD
White kei
The vocalist takes the feminine role.. usually in white, the sound becomes more light in their songs (but not rule). 

Shironuri kei
Gang members, they generally like to wear school uniforms or traditional Japanese clothing with a dark childhood, but their faces are completely white with contrasting black and red lips and eyes~

Nagoya kei
The bands that follow this style are in the vicinity of Nagoya, and has a bizarre image, used clothing, hat, tie, vest, shirt or dress (for the"girl"). Something more formal but not so dark and bizarre, depending on its makeup is music~
From Wikipedia: Nagoya kei is a subgenre of visual kei, with its roots in the modern music scene of Nagoya, Japan. Often considered darker and gloomier than normal keinagoya takes its musical influences moreso from western (specifically Britishpunk rock bands than visual kei initially had. The focus of nagoya bands tends to be much less on costumeand makeup in favor of more complex musical compositions and concentration on the music itself. Notable bands include DeadmanKeinThe Studs, etc. - Kinda contrasting? XD lol

Koi kei X 
Is based on the lyrics of songs and style, are romantic and ironic and a bit pop-rock. Includes Miyavi, Gackt, The Gazette,etc.

Shibuya kei
Obviously a style that place, the vocals are usually women who have a special touch to dress, the atmosphere is usually used for white backgrounds that contrast with the bright colors worn.
From Wikipedia: Shibuya-kei (渋谷系) originated in the Shibuya district of Tokyo. It is best described as a mix between jazz, pop, and electropop. The word for Shibuya (渋谷) is combined with the Japanese word kei () which literally means "system" or, in this context, "style", to form Shibuya-kei which roughly translates to "Shibuya style". Emm.. Puffy AmiYumi? 
Kurofuku kei
From = kuroi fuku = clothes and dark. This style is almost equal to Nagoya kei, the difference is not so "formal" or sober.Example: LUNA SEA. 

Iryou kei
The image is still here is that scientists / doctors / nurses and all that derives crazy / bloody / malignant / mysterious; clearly identified by using a coat~

Psychotic. Just the way I like it. XD

Jyaa, kinda long laa my post for today~ ahahahaha, beat that Kay!! XDD lol, my random "informative" posts are just overwhelming meh! hahahaa XD jyaa naa~