THE NEED TO GO DEEPER!

[Copy pasta from IMDB]

How come when the van drives off the bridge in Level One, the dream is in zero gravity in Level Two, but the dream in Level Three has perfectly normal gravity?

Firstly, we know that the effects of one level have stronger effects on their proceeding level than any after that which is why Saito feels less pain from his gunshot wounds as he gets deeper. Level three is therefore less likely to feel the effects of level one. Secondly, the dreamers in Level one (Specifically Arthur, because Level Two is Arthur's dream) are feeling a zero-gravity drop which causes Level Two to lose gravity. However the dreamers in Level Two, (Specifically Eames because Level Three is his dream) aren't FEELING zero-gravity, they're EXPERIENCING a lack of gravity. It's the movement that affects the dreamer not the experience and thus, because the dreamers probably can't feel this weightlessness when they're asleep, it won't affect their dream.

Ok that made perfect sense! 8D

Save Me From the Fires of 1000 Suns

Today.. a little ranting about Linkin Park. Recently they've released their new single, The Catalyst off their upcoming album A Thousand Suns. So the thing is, fans have mixed views about their new single, and how the album is gonna sound like. LP's transition from their Hybrid Theory era to Minutes to Midnight have been speculated by fans, and honestly most people hate it. They want the old LP back, with all their Hybrid glory, and make rebellious music like they used to. So whats my take on this, as a die hard Lp fan?

As I mentioned on my twitter page;
"Maybe its fangirlism talking, but I get pissed when ppl talk crap about the new LP songs. They just dont get what they're trying to do~ Its what artistes do, evolve. Whats wrong with trying and experimenting with something fresh and new? And how could you expect them to make music like Hybrid Theory? Yes, Hybrid was brilliant, but they gotta move on. Maybe the new album isnt gonna be as brilliant as Hyrbid, but that doesnt mean theres less passion. I guess thats what sets them apart from other bands~ Either you love them, or you could STFU."


See, LP is both artist and artiste. What I mean is that they aren't just performers, but they're also you could say, practitioners of art. If you're an artist you can understand the need to change the comfort zone you're in. You want to experience different things, to evolve. It doesn't matter if other people like it or not, because its indulgent. Either you have the openness to love it, or you hate it for your own reasons. The thing that matters is that YOU love it, because its yours and you told your story. If that story could reach out to people, make them feel, make them understand, then you have gold. To compare LP as a musical performer to someone else, maybe they come off short as creating something as widely accepted and celebrated as Hybrid Theory. Some people might think they've lost their touch, and cant recreate that epicness, unlike some other performers who dont fail to release an equally good album.

In my opinion I think they CAN reproduce Hybrid Theory, but they DONT want to. What for? They arent the same people they were back then. They cant be going on about how the hate the world, or how people hate them~ I think the lyrics that they write now, about the issues of this world, are excellent. It gives people hope. And thats saying a lot, cuz I hate this world. I despise it. Hearing the lyrics gives me something to look forward tomorrow. Who are you to condemn them of giving people that? Anyway, these are my opinions only. Yeah I love them, but I also respect other people's opinions too. Imma fangirl, but I refuse to be one of those stupid annoying whores that love Twilight and Bieber and cant understand anything other than those 2 things.

I'm not a music or an art expert, but I do love LP and been loving them since One Step Closer, and I understand and appreciate what they're trying to do. So that being said, I'll be looking forward to A Thousand Suns that's coming out September 14th. As sure as hell I'll be buying it and you know I'll be loving it. ;D

I hate you all, you know. But I love you.

I see you hiding with your tears
This song is written for you
It bends into your story
Everytime its played over

Energy lifts up from the trees, my heart
Fitting the ears listening

A golden glitter thread weaving
Into the garment of tears
Spinning and releasing your thoughts
Untucking the moment from your heart

Love Love Love
Here they come, my lambent fireflies
Surrounding you, lighting up your trail
Love Love Love
Close your eyes, were all under the same sky
You have me
Whoever you are
I love you.

Everyone is included
Take your time if you need rest
Fall asleep, Ill watch over you
Youll wake when youve had enough

Energy lifts up from the soil, flowers
Turning distress to strength

Whatever you do, dont give a damn what they say
You are wonderful just the way you are
Cant stop whats coming your way

Love Love Love
From highlands whispering out, calling your name
Brightening your north star
Love Love Love
Close your eyes, lets dance together all night
You dont need anything
This is real to me

Love Love Love
From highlands whispering out, calling your name
Brightening your north star
Love Love Love
Here they come, my lambent fireflies
Surrounding you, lighting up your trail
Love Love Love
Close your eyes
Were all under the same sky
You have me
Whoever you are
I love you.

"It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years, I had roses, and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An Inch, it is small and it is fragile, but it is the only thing the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must never let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the world turns and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you. I love you. With all my heart, I love you. -Valerie"

Wishful balloons, fly away with my heart, my feelings... and explode with all your might

Its the 7th already..... Kenken's bday was 2 days ago... I missed my annual planned happy birthday spam on all of my anti-social networking sites.. damn. OTZ at least I got to spam fb~ *semangat*

Wahh~ its been a while since I was last posted something here. Posted and actually WROTE something.. hahha should I copy pasta more random lyrics? XP

You know, I thought it was just a joke before this, but I have come to realize I really cant, I mean seriously CANT have any emotions or feelings or whatever the hell crap for anyone.... cuz I fangirl too much!! It took THREE guys to tell me that, and yet I thought nothing of it.

I love Kenichi too much.

On the eve of his birthday, I was in a really bad mood.. but suddenly for some reason I felt light hearted... and was kept being reminded of him~ (I lost track of what day it was - rofl) Plus I was listening to my emo kero soundtrack~ I felt... eto~ you know... the feeling you have when you see your crush~ lol~ Then I realized it was almost the 5th. XDD Super fangirl PAWAAAAAA!!

Just in case you're wondering, my emo kero playlist includes these songs;

21 guns

kuroi namida ~deep sadness version [anna tsuchiya]

guren [2nd husband's band]

dreams [haikara]

love love love [olivia]

tears and rainbows (which i love!!) [olivia]

goodbye days [yui]

wonderwall [oasis]

.... well you get the picture. :3

By the time you get to this part, you realize I really dont have anything good to say. 8D

I just felt like writing.. rather talking... its what, 5 a.m who the hell am i supposed to talk to? The ghost above my ceiling? No~ pfft.

Happy Birthday Kenichi... even though I may remain lifeless, loveless, emotionless, single and worthless (most probably end up alone and die a virgin) I will always love you.

Teh Best Damn Thang...

...watching Paris Hilton's head roll on Supernatural and Colin Morgan say "Well look on the bright side, you still got me.." to Bradley James in Merlin. Hell yeah that made my week.


~ XDD

Dream come true? XDD

lol. but that was a long time ago, ne? XDD

Hello, Are You There?

Ieyla forwarded me a very nice e-mail... unfortunately i dont do chain letters, so i'll just post it here with some modifications.
Dedicated to all the ones who have been there for me, past, present and future. Me love yuuh! XD


What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say goodbye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?

What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?

Some people live and some people die.

But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...

That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...

If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.

Would I be in yours?


You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life..

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.


I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALWAYS & FOREVER! ! !

NO! BURN DOWN THE VILLAGE UNTIL YOU FIND THEM!

This is an OUTRAGE! HOW DARE THIS SUDDEN OUTCOME HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!

My dear friends, PAPA BEARD CREAMPUFF in Sunway Pyramid

I S G O N E

where? why? how? who?: I havent a clue. As I visited Sunway Pyramid last Sunday to check on my favourite place, to my despair, it was GONE. VANISHED. REPLACED.

My world is turning into darkness again.. my love.... my hope....

I will forever and always remember you...the tastiness of the beautiful pastry.. for i am heartbroken...

Feeling Trinka Trinka! XD

I love cupcakes~ I love them, I seriously do.. yes, it seems girly, but they're so pretty~ nyaaaa~!!! XDXD

Yay for pinky gheyy cupcakes! Hoorey for purple bithcy ones! Xlol

Anyway, more good news~ Linkin Park ish coming out with a new single, called "New Divide" will come out on May 18th and guess what.... its the theme song for Transformers:Revenge of the Fallen!! OMGOMGOMGOMOGMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I totally goota sse the movie! mnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwww!!!!!!!!

Hahahaha, gotta love 'em~ XD

Etoo.... mmmm... i want cupcakes la. Hahhahahahahahahaha~ (Actually I forgot what I wanted to blog about~ nyaaaaaaa~~~!!!!!! *kena piak*)

Living One Step Closer

I loved this song ever since the first time I heard it. Asong from my ultimately favourite band in the universe... but now, I finally can understand those words Chester was screaming. "Understand", as in feel, i can relate to the song.. I feel im living it now. Now I can appreciate the song more than ever.


"One Step Closer"
Linkin Park

I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
You'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

[Chorus:]
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
I'm about to break


I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Just like before...


[Chorus]

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up,
shut up,
shut up


Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up,
shut up,
shut up,
shut up

I'm about to BREAK

[Chorus]

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break



and a little something extra... ;D [taken from Reanimation.. X3]

These are the places where I can feel
torn from my body My flesh, it peels
during this ride, we can cut up what we like
Waiting alone, I cannot resist
Feeling this hate, I have never missed
Please, someone, give me a reason to rip off my face
Blood is a pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring

Birthday Love~

My baby, Kenichi.. happy birthday.
I wanted to create something special for you, but I still can't think of anything. Can't do cupcakes..cakes... no food. Wallpapers..I did for L... I dont have an idea..yet. So Before I reveal my epicness, I shall still dedicate something~ hahaha

Birthday tribute made sometime ago. Beautiful ^^~ (But I can't make one myself... not yet :[) Kawaii Kenichi!

Roxette - Fading Like A Flower
album: "Joyride"

"Fading Like A Flower (Every Time You Leave)"

In a time where the sun descends alone
I ran a long long way from home
To find a heart that's made of stone

I will try, I just need a little time
To get your face right out of my mind
To see the world through different eyes

Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can't let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I'm fading like a flower

Tell me why
When I scream there's no reply
When I reach out there's nothing to find
When I sleep I break down and cry
Cry, yeah

Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can't let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I'm fading like a flower

Fading like a rose
Fading like a rose
Beaten by the storm
Talking to myself
Getting washed by the rain
It's such a cold cold town
Oh, it's a such cold town

Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can't let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I'm fading like a flower

Jiwang Time!! XDD

Happy Birthday MatsuKen :)
Love Always~

Indulge in My Obsession! I Love You, Damnit!

Second post for today. This is what happens when I get fed... Kenichi fanvids and such. FTW

My fave Kenichi Fanvid of all time. lol. (Where I got that hot super kawaii thing XD)

ViVa la MatsuKen! Miaow~

Perfect. Just Perfect.♥

Here's a story... I actually didn't like Kenichi at first. I thought he was a loser. lol. It was around the time when it was announced who was gonna play who in Death Note and a magazine released such pictures of the cast. They put some random pic of Kenichi, most probably after he was shooting Yamato, (because his head was shaved) and he had this weird blur expression on his face. XDXD. They also mentioned Kenichi was some newbie actor... and I thought "WTH? Muka lonjong ni nk jd L ke? ARRGGHHH!!!"

And so, Death Note came out and I watched it... I watched L so closely, how he walked talked, all the little movements he made. Then I was thinking "Hey, this guy isn't so bad.. tp suara agk pelik la.." then all of a sudden, he smiled. '''orz

And that was the first time I fell in love after seeing someone smile. hahaha. So continued my fangirl obsession for the guy~ lol




I hereby claim the month of March as "Matsuyama Kenichi Appreciation Month"!!
0503 FTW!!!!!

Gas masks, Chainsaws, Valentines. Rempits of Malaysia, Wear Your Helmets! Malaysia Boleh!

Yoshh.. back from my grandma's place. Tired, but I feel like writing, because I love the internet.

Gas Masks
Suddenly I have this fascination of gas masks, they look cool. Love them. Anyway, it also reminds me of the movie My Bloody Valentine... I wanna watch it~ mnyaaaw... not (just) because of Jansen Ackles, but because I wanna see the lunatic in the gas mask kill people. Cool, no?

Bloody? Nice.

Valentines
So speaking of the "ultimate" date movie, Valentines has come and gone...Sad really, not cuz I actually believe in Valentines and it makes me go emo cuz me still single (XD), but cuz Japan is crazy about the day. And Matsuyama Kenichi is there. And so are his massive amount of insane fangirls that wanna rip other fangirls aprt in their quest to give my love chocolates. Dammit. I feel like I just wanna rip them bit by bit... stomp on their pretty decorated lacey pinku boxes of bittersweet chocolates. Tch. Ahh... forget it~ T^T
Anyway, I was surprised on Saturday morning when I received an sms, waking me up from my deep slumber.. I thought it was my friend asking me where the hell I am, since I had class Sat morning.. but it was Kay. Hahaha, Yep, me stalker sista asked me if I wanted to join her and her real sis at KLCC~ Heehehehee~ And being the random person I am, I said OK XDXDXD
They were planning on watching Geng that day, but KLCC had sold out, so they went to Mid Valley instead.. hahaha, of course I was late in meeting up with them... XDXD (gomen ne!) So, 14th of February became the official day me n sadist sista no.1 finally met in person. Oh, so lovely~ LoL

Malaysia Boleh!
Geng was, surprisingly, good. No, it was fun, and entertaining and REALLY AMAZING. I mean, it wasn't the best animation I've seen, but really cool for Malaysia. You can FEEL the Malaysian spirit in the movie (even though they "borrowed" some parts here and there). And I'm kinda skeptical about Malaysian movies, so believe me when I say this: GO WATCH IT! XDXD ( oh, and kay.. I think I owe you 40 cents.. XDXD) Oh, and for once, after watching something local, I can proudly say: AKU BANGGA JADI ANAK MALAYSIA (see how long that can last~ ^^;;)

Fikirkan Masa Depan!!

Chainsaws
Ok, now you're wondering WTH does all this have to do with chainsaws? Well, if you know me, you'd probably already know that...

*common, guess it*



*dont facepalm yourself yet*


*XDXDXD BAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! WRONG GUESS!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA*


The chainsaw is actually... Pricess Sadako's weapon of choice... emm, you know, to carry around. Princess Sadako?? XDD Ok, Sadako is one of the OC Kay came up with, from our soon to be released (like in a few.. years... maybe... XD) manga/doujin. For the time being, I'm calling it "Jalan Cinta Hamada" in tribute to Hamada, The Super Sadist of Gaki no Tsukai. XDXD Anyway, Sadako is supposed to ehem, represent, emm, me.

Rempits of Malaysia

Ok, so what about rempits?? What doe this have to do with my post for today ?(night XD) Well, being the random being I am, you probably should already know that....




*try guessing, again XD*

*Aww... common la~~*



* Hey, only I can say "tch" here.. now GUESS!*




* BAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! WRONG!!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*



Ok, dear reader... they have absolutely NOTHING to do with my post. Just something I thought of to make the title seem similar to one of Gintama's chapter... XDXD~ In fact, I'm very sorry to say, I dont favor you guys really, cuz you're noisy and one of your kind looked at me weirdly and was trying to get my number. So there. Hahahaha, stupid, ne? But.. well, suka hati la.

Back to The Obsessions

BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY !!!!! XDD