damn.. i just realized merlin isn't out till next week.. ToT

mnyaaw. screw tht. and you. and whoever. bahhh. i hate everyone. baaaahhhh. yes everyone. all you ppl tht call themselves my "friend". now really, what do you ppl know about me? if i wasnt fasting right now.. geez.. i so wanna curse~ yes, i am angry, and everyone is on my nerves. especially W^$#%@% facebook. and stupid !#^$!^%& tomotomo. and wimax. @#$^ you.


now random pics thread.

I have no idea why i have this. =_= when i read this manga also i forgot.

At least i can look forward to DTB 2nd season. But wtf, hei's hair ish so long! =__=

This is love. I'll always love you. BUT @^%&$ Sunway Pyramid, where the hell you go?! =__=;;

When i say garbage, i mean garbage. This is the cool sexy one though...

And below ish dedicated to...... ">.> *nyaa blushhhh*



Its really cool actually cuz the "i think im paranoid" part can be associated with me, but the meaning~~~ XDD

kyannnnnnnnng~ *blussssshhhhhh*
(aint that annoying?)

Wicked Cats, In The Corner, Please!

When the hell will I get to see Merlin again? I'm so damn bored~~ urggghhhhhhhhhhhhh

Stupid British TV only will air it sometime in September I hear.. damn. And Im still waiting for the 5th season of Supernatural.. they said its gonna be the last season, and im dying to find out what the hell is gonna happen. I got my own theory, but its so obvious it will suck if it really happens. Come on, surprise me!

Speaking of which.... it has been a long time since I watched Gaki no Tsukai... I miss Hamada and Matsumoto.... *sigh* I wish I could watch someone kicking someone else's ass for no good reason at all.. its fun you know..

All hail Prince Arthur!! (Bradley James, yeay!!)

Wheeeeeeeee!!!! TAAAAAGGGGG~ =.=

Ahaaa... again.

You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the ABC's of YOU. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way.


A- ANIMARU PUNCH NO GUMI! HAIYAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!

B- Black.. x blh dipisahkan!! bwahahahahahaha!!!

C- Cheerios~ me love that damn cereal!

D- Deviousssssss....... >D And detective drama fckin rocks.

E- Extremely nerdy.

F- Frankie~ Onii chan that me love the most!

G- Gazette ROCKS!

H- Hamada Masatoshi... me fave sadist

I- Im not gay. XDXD

J- J-rockin' yo!

K- Kay Kay! Kawaii best spammer buddy~ hug aneue! XDXD

L- Linkin Park 4 Life!

M- Matusyama Kenichi... I FREAKIN LOVE YOU! MY DAMN OBSSESSION!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

N- No Talent. No life. My future scares me... T^T

O- OTAKU DESU! XD

P- Procratinator. Ahhh.. damn.. so many...assignments... TT__TT

Q- Queen of the Distress and Coma HAPPY Underworld

R- albeit all my nerdyness and lifeless life i have.. i.do.seriously. ROCK.

S- Shagy.. me awek sejati. XD

T- Tora is one hot guitarist... (ok, i ran out of ideas.. =.=)

U- Uruha... is also a hot guitarist, but me dont like him for some reason.

V- Vivi chan that tagged meh. (I think.. cant remember... =.=)

W- W A F F L E S.

X- Xarel.. name of some random person who failed at stalking me... >D hahaha, YOU SHALL NEVER WIN! XD

Y- Yagami Raito supporter! And you thought I'm an L follower... HAH!

Z- zzZZZZZzzzzz... me love sleeping.

And I tag.. shagy!! XDXD
and everyone else who reads this! XD

Oh, teman.

Tukar bahasa, gunakan B.M lak~ hahaha.. (yea, and may you all MARVEL AT MY BEAUTIFUL BM!!! XDXD MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Anyway, aku ade sorg kawan ni~~ Name die.. pendek kata, shagy.
Shagy ni.. kt blog die ade tulis bnde ntah cm "The old me is dead and gone.. blablabla, somethingsomething bnde x menarik"
ok.

So, short story pompuan ni ckp die menyesal (?) or dgn diri die yg dulu..or diri die yg dulu ni skang dh mati, mampos xlyn kaa?

Kamu nehh.... menyesal sgt ke ng diri ko yg lame hah?
Ko bangga laa ngn diri ko yg skarang ye?

Oh, aku bkn ape... si shagy ni.. best friend aku.. aku fhm sgt laa ape yg terkandung dlm isi otak die tu... xde bende ponn. haha.

Tp yg aku nk ckp skang ni...
Kenapa mesti menyesal ngn diri kamu yg dulu? (And I'm not just talking about shagy here!)
Tapi, bukan ke... diri ko yg dulu tu laa... mengubah jadi diri ko yg skarang?

Yea, aku benci, menyesal, ntah ape kejadah lagi feeling kt action aku from the past, tapi, tu sume dijadikan pengajaran weiyhh.... Jadikan sebahagiaan drpd diri ko yg skarang.


Oh cgy-cgy.. aku nantikan saat ko nk bwk aku gi funfair. AKU NAK PEGI FUNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!
p/s: weiyh smalam aku jmpe bdk cm ramadhan seyh~ lalalalala


Ahahaha.. ckp psl kawan.. teringat si Bedah... Fatin oh Fatin~ kemana kau menghilang ohh rakan evilku?
Fatin ni pn satu... menghilang gi Holland... you better bwk balik BELGIUM CHOCO utk aku. Or else expect more fish tagging pictures of you on Facebook! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!
Dah tu hari tu janji nak bg poster L Change the WorLd.. baahhh... mesti abang ko x amek kn...hmph.... mesti ko xde ckp pn ngn abang ko suro amekkn utk aku kn... <.<


Oh, Kenichi...
teringat plk PC baby aku... sian die... hanging lagi... myawwww..... sorry baby.. mama yg bersalah~~ T^T
Haritu aku bkk cr lgu jpn aku...
dan sangat kecewa....
lagu2 yg latest download sume hilang...
ALICENINE AND GAZETTE WEIYHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TTTT_____TTTT

demo, yg paling buat aku sedih... lagu OH MY JULIET hilang.
Oh... no, no, babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TT^TT

It rains in My Heart When the Sky Cries

I think I'm depressed. =.=''

Seriously~ Haaaaah.....I'm tired already. Mentally tired. I've had enough, I want out.
You know, these past few days have been stressing for me. One thing that is getting to me is my 3dmodelling work.
Well, I guess it suits me right for delaying and procrastinating so much. Damn, after my internet got cut only I realized how damn lazy I really am. For God's sake, imagine me sleeping or doing random stupid stuff instead of working on my 3dmodelling.. I mean, I do realize the fact that I keep delaying finishing it is because of something mentally bugging me, but, damn, 3 weeks! 3 WEEKS!!! arrghhh... and then when I DO WANNA START doing it, suddenly my pc got problem la... what the fcking hell la? Seriously, i cant take it!

Then yesterday I didn't know what I should do... keep quiet and ponteng my animation class today, or tell my lecturer, Dictator Ching and face him today~

I was actually scared... i knew what i should do, but i dont know why, i just couldn't find the answer. It may seem like nothing, ponteng class, and really, it isn't.. (hahhahhahahahahaha) but, you know, sometimes... its better to face your problems and be honest to yourself. My lecturer, he knew I had problems with modelling and so far, he has been helpful and tolerant throughout all the weeks I took to finish the first assignment. Bahhhh, I guess I ffel like I'm cheating myself in this subject. I know I can do it, but I just dont wanna do it. I suck, I hate myself for that.

Its funny, while I was thinking about what I should do, I suddenly was reminded of Hiro pon~ hahaha XD
ehemmm... Its cuz everytime I get myself into trouble like this I go emo and bitch about it to him... XDXDXD lol
Then he tells me what I should do, but then go "Oh, I know that.. just bitchin"...I mean.. whats the point? XDXD Aiyahh.. idiot...

Anyway, its like, when I'm faced with a problem, I know what I'm supposed to do.. but last night, I was such in a state of despair, I wanted to cry.. I felt helpless for some reason.. If I'm doing whats right, then why am I crying? Then it hit me. I had no faith in myself.


And thus continued with the thoughts of deadly despair, at the same time trying to cancel them out and think positive. After a while I was ok though, hahaha, and dictator-san said it was ok, but he said that I'll have to finish everything before the end of June, and get an A, or fail. Yea, A or FAIL. Nothing in between. XDXD lol *swt*

I decided to come today. Though I was depressed the whole time. I got a little "panic" or "anxiety"or something like that in class.. hahaha~ maybe not a real attack la, but I was worried and thinking bad thoughts till I couldn't control my feelings and cried~ T*T

I feel stupid now~~ grrrrrr.....

Anyway, now, I officially pledge my alliance to the Communist Dictator!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! *not a communist la, just saying XP*

*Looks at what I just wrote*
I'm damn messed up la. And annoying. And really.. WTFH?
Now.. where'd my ignorance go....? XD

I'm a FREAKIN GENIUS!

You know.. in my last post i said i was really into TTGL... im always at some point randomly fangirling something to the point it will get me into trouble.

DAMN!!!!!!!!

TTGL- episode 4~ downloaded at anime-eden.com
was REWATCHING it..

the first time when i dl the episode, i left it in my "downloads" folder... i couldnt move it to me "anime" foleder for some reason..
i tried to move it yesterday~ and still couldn't.. it said it was open in a different folder..blabla

so i decided to delete it, cuz i needed to arrange my files, etc to save my precious RAM...

and being the fcking genius i am, i DRAGGED the thing to the recycle bin. Accidently left it on my desktop though.....
dakara....

"windows has stopped working" over and over and OVER again.

I cant find a way to delete the stupid thing!!! I tried everything!!!!!!! omigosh... im gonna die..... IM GONNA FCKIN DIE!!!!!!!!!


Im.... falling...deeper... into despair.................... why world, WHY??!!??!!!

I want to be a hikikomori!

I'm bored. And cold.

And I took my L nendoroid picture and made it into a random desktop wallpaper.

Cuz people say my wallpaper is always empty and too simple I tried to do one with more things going on. I have no idea if I failed or passed. All I know is that I love alice nine.

I love my Gintama Surprise one though.. <33

I want to become a true blue hikikomori!! (Not a spamming-hikiko, ok, a REAL one)

Because I am an Evil Tagging Person...

And I tag.. YOU!

Dear tagging people... in my recent tagging affair, the 12 character thingy.. yea.. well, i did that as an experiment.... <.<

Etoo... well, I was curious on how people would react if i directly and specifically tagged them, and and what they would say at my ever so lovely nicknames I gave everyone...

And the result: you guys didnt dissapoint. I guessed who would and wouldnt answer me tag....XDXDXD although i didnt expect some things... like Lulu onee chan didnt even notice I tagged her.. hahaha~ Or Hiro kun didnt bitch about me calling him ecchi hebiwolf~~ but I swear i could feel his anger yo... hahahahhaah XDXDXDD

Or shagy actually LIKED being called Ratu Shark Poyo.. =.=

I actually learned a lot from everyones reactions.. baahhh~ I wont reveal anything here though~ hahaha >D

I appoligize if anyone feels used~ hahah admit it, that tag was fun~~ XDXD I love tagging~

○_○ 100?! OMG, You Gotta Be Kidding Me! [Tagged by a ShounenNeko]]

Tagged by Masahiro kun~ aiyaahh... should I answer truthfully? Oh well, I'll answer according to my truth~ HAHAHAHA >D

001. Real Name : It doesnt concern you. All you need to know that officially, I go by the name "Hana"

002. Nickname(s) : Miyuki Sadako(screen name), Miyuki (nice mode), Sadako (angst mode), Yuki Chan (Yone chan calls me that, and only Yone!), Miyu Chan (If someone unapproprite calls me by that so moe name, i sall KILL), Duyung (Mr.Lim!!! D<), Miko (shagy bodoh =.=), and..... the pyonkichi chan (i swear, if someone other then Pyon calls me that, I'll stab that person to death) <------- wah, a lot eh? =.='''''

003. Age : 19 yrs 16 months

004. Zodiac Sign : Snake... hehhe

005. Male or Female : SheMale

006. Elementary : SK Kelana Jaya 2 (1997-2000), Sk Putrajaya 2 (2000-2001), before 1997, i remains a secret from all of you... muahahaha

007. Middle School: SMK Putrajaya 1
008. High School : SMK Putrajaya 1

009. College School : Segi College Subang Jaya

010. Hair colour : Soon to be blonde like ruki! XD

011. Long or Short : Long.. T^T, gonna potong soon! yea!

012. Loud or Quiet : depends~

013. Sweats or Jeans : sweats~ XDXD how nerdy is that? Ah, janji i feel comfy to sleep~ haha

014. Phone or Camera : Camera Phone

015. Health Freak : BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH DONT MAKE ME LAUGH!

016. Drink or Smoke : I frown upon thos trecherous things! 

017. Do you have a crush on someone : If you mean my various fangirl crushings, then yea. If you mean as in someone around me, NO. 

018. Eat or Drink : What I live my life for.

019. Piercings : Not yet~ hehehehe

020. Tattoos : No... I like it natural~ XDXD

021. Social or Anti-Social:  ANTI! AND PROUD OF IT!

022. First Piercing : Wait.. in a few months maybe~ haha

023. First Relationship : baaaaahh~

024. First Best Friend : some bitch.. but if its  REAL bf, then... shagy!!!! hug hug!

025. First Award : Can't remember~ =___=

026. First Kiss : Mama♥

027. First Pet :  Neko chan

028. First Big Vacation : Back in 199...6?  i think.. to the U.S

029. First Love at first sight: Hiroto~ XD

030. First Big Birthday : Sometime when I was a kid.. pffft~ I want cake NOW!

Currently
049. Eating : TT^TT feed me~
050. Drink : air kosong..............
051. Excitement Level : very low, almost zero
052. I'm about to : go toilet
053. Listening to : Filth in the Beauty (Gazette), Drella (Alicenine), Rock You (Olivia)
054. Plan for today : Trying to complete 3d modelling, surfing the net, procrastinating
055. Waiting for : food, this to end~
056. Energy Level : none.
057. Thinking of someone: Kenichi, and for some reason, Chui Lee.. miss you~ v.v
058. Want kids? : see la.
059. Want to get married?: YEA!!!! XDXDXD (phail)
060. Careers in mind? : Something that lets me earn a lot. And dont have to work on weekends~
068. Lips or Eyes? : emm.. in what? opposite sex? then....... both! XD (kenichi!!!!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥)
069. Romantic or Funny? : again, what? aiyaahh~ *see above*
070. Shorter or Taller? : TALLER!!!! TALLER!!!!!! XD (talking about guys rite?? =.=)
071. Protective or Caring? : *im assuming you're taling about my ideal guy.. =.=* both then~
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : Sponatneous~ haha
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?:  ~>.>
074. Sensitive or Loud? : Nice mix in between
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : im single, and alone in this world... wuuwuuuwuu~~
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? : *devil smile*
080. Lost glasses or contacts : 2 glasses missing *if found, pls return to me, sankyuu*
081. Ran away from home : tried to.. phail
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: >D
083. Killed somebody : >D
084. Broken someone's heart : heart, mind, body and soul... etoo.... but not in a romantic relationship la~ ahaaaa~
085. Been arrested : NEVA! I'm too genius to be caught! XD
087. Cried when someone died : No one close to me has died yet... 

Do you Believe in,
089. Yourself : ngeeh~
090. Miracles : myaaaww~
091. Love at first sight: BAAAAAHH!! 
092. Heaven : yeaaaa...
093. Santa Claus : hehehehehe 
094. Tooth Fairy : of course~
095. Kiss in the first date: TToTT
097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : Pyon chan.... nak ikut gi holland!! T^T
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : NOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

099. Do you believe in God? : Yes! ^^
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: It was not really 100 truths

And the victims are:

Ayumu Shagy  Poyo Chan

Whoever that han't got a life.

I took a good... 30 mins or so to answer that... gosh, masahiro kun...... so evil~ XD

O Thy Happy Day!

I feel like singing and jumping humiliatingly. Someone go turn some bubblegum poprock and go "rockin" like Miley!

OK?! Are you still with me?!!?!! YOOOOOOOOSSSSSHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pic downloaded from Edo~ And no, I will not give you the link.

Now, we can just stick with me normal little gadget on me blog there and stay rockin to whatever comes on (im guessing... Rainbows? or Leech?)

Anyway, me just came back from Melaka~ YAYY to random outing!! YAYYY to random outing Kay and Hiro made me go then me ended up arriving way earlier than them and being very quiet the very early parts way till Kay arrived!!! 

YAYYYYY to me having several "Oh Fck!!" moments in just 2 days!!!! WWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHOOOOOOO!!!!!!! for me going on random outing with random people i just got to know from the internet and going out of KL for the first time without mommy and "real" adult supervision!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cuz it was FUN!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDXDD

Soushite,

YYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For me random doodles of me Distress and Coma 

Happy World!!! (Ignore Diki Tan)

I think if I wrote everything about the past 2 days it would be very boring.. cuz I dont have any pics.. XDD

Dakara, i'm gonna just randomly write whatever.

.. like I always do. It's fun like that, isn't it? 

*insert idiot laugh here*

We (Me, Kay and her parents, Yuu onee chan, Fara & Hiro) went round² on a double decker bus.. saw this statue.. I thought my eyes were decieving me.. demo.. BEHOLD! It exists! OMG, WTFH in their right mind would... ahh, forget it.

Now i really feel like I should write all the fun things that happened.. demo.. I'm very lazy la. You know me.. I dont like writing these kind of things... XDDXDD I somehow really suck at it. Its a pain writing based on experience and memories cuz.. well mine isnt really good. Wait till I rough draft one first on a pice of paper and google some random pics first, ne. Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah~~ Im soo stupid. Yeaaaahh~ thankies~ 

(reader's mind: =__= WTF was that? wasted my time!... well yea, wasted you precious time, but.. like the hell i care. STAY TUNE FOLKS!)