That Vampire Molested My Kitten!

The above title has nothing to do with anything and something I thought of cuz my neck hurts.

Ok, anyway, the past week has been weird for me. Why? Honestly I dont remember. XD
But what I do remember is someone is pissing me off, and they're acting like its not their fucking problem. Well, just so you know, the world doesnt evolve around you. Everytime.. EVERYTIME. My God, you are so lame. Get a life.

Hey, do I look like a person who'd wish you the worst? Do you really think I'm that terrible? To my own friend? You know, I really dont know where I stand anymore. Or if I am any of importance for you. Damn, am I just something you assume you can take for granted? Yea, sure... i so called "dont understand" or "i changed" or whatever else you can think of. Fuck you. Like hell i dont understand, what you think im so naiive as to not know, not see what you are going through? Or the fact that I now can literally think, and assume the right course of action, sans the meaningless emotion people face with these problems, and tell you my prespective, without showing any mercy to the other half makes me different from the person you once knew, the person who'd say the same things, but ultimately follow whatever you'd foolishly do in the end? <----- ok, i hav no idea what i just said, but it sounded meaningful. =__=

You perfectly know how angry I am. I wont be saying all this if I wasnt. I wont be swearing like some bitchin asshole who deserves to die wouldnt I? But I also perfectly know, you dont understand WHY im angry. And we both know, you, yes, YOU, would never admit, nor appologize for whatever the hell you've done to me. Yea, its not YOUR problem, it mine eh?

I borrow the words of my darling Ruki,

Fuck Off. (Until you understand all of this)

NO! BURN DOWN THE VILLAGE UNTIL YOU FIND THEM!

This is an OUTRAGE! HOW DARE THIS SUDDEN OUTCOME HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!

My dear friends, PAPA BEARD CREAMPUFF in Sunway Pyramid

I S G O N E

where? why? how? who?: I havent a clue. As I visited Sunway Pyramid last Sunday to check on my favourite place, to my despair, it was GONE. VANISHED. REPLACED.

My world is turning into darkness again.. my love.... my hope....

I will forever and always remember you...the tastiness of the beautiful pastry.. for i am heartbroken...

sengal. terima kasih.

The title says it all. You know who you are.

I LOVE YOU! YES I DO!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! MATSUYAMA KENICHI! AND LINKIN PARK!

AND HELL IF ANYONE TELLS ME OTHERWISE!!!!!!!

Linkin Park - "New Divide"

wow~ long time no see, old friend~

1. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri??
- Something to eat.. =_=

2. Apakah paling penting dlm hidup kamu?
- Something that makes me happy and whole~

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu??
- Di tempat gle exclusive and expensive

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
- ehm.... >.>

5. Adakah anda sedang dilamun cinta??
- MatsuKen desu X3

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam??
- Mamak

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
- Singapore Ghost Stories~ XD

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu??
- Perlu ke?

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau mak??
- again, perlu ke?

10. Namakan orang yang ingin kamu jumpa dalam hidup kamu buat pertama kalinya??
- matsuyama kenichi
- ruki
- the whole alice nine! XD I AM A HAPPY FANGIRL!

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu.buat masa skrg:
- shagy ratu shark poyo
- fatin pyon chan
- alya j-not?
- jeradine krocherub chan~
- kay! my imouto!
- pon chyan~ XD
- em.. insert your name here.


12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri??
- malaslah


13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu mahu pergi?
- otaku paradise... some place that has chocolate and ice cream and waffles and matsuken~

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu..
- xde org tag aku, curi from shagy
- shagy curi chester daripadaku
- curi gambar abang aku >.<
- amek ice cream baskin robbins aku dgn sgt banyak~
- janji nak blanje waffles ngn ice cream, tp xde pon... T^T

15. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai - linkin park. - matsuyama kenichi. - anime. - manga. - jrockers. - waffles. - black tshirts. - music. 16. Pelukan atau ciuman?? - haaaaaaahhhhhh~ nak peluk ken chan~ 17. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan - fuck - wth?!
- wtf?!?!!
- babi la kao!!
- waffle!
- kepala hotaaaakkkk~
- malas syalll~~
- gedik la kao!!!
(asl sume cm mencarut je? XD)


18. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca??
- only manga baby~ XD
oh and re-read Da vinci code and Frankenstein~


19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali??
- ~dice: alice nine
- new divide : linkin park.
- filth in the beauty : the gazette
- whats the story morning glory? : oasis
- the sharpest lives : my chemical romance.
- rain : olivia
- distress and coma : the gazette
- all our lives : foo fighters

20. Mari men'TAG' 8 orang lain
- oh. sgt malas~

I am.... the light at the edge of your depression.

Heyya again...

Im sitting here in this CC trying to pass the time for 3 hours and find myself getting mood swings.

The post earlier... I sounded harsh. I shouldn't be taking it out on the little ppl that care for me.
Yes, life's a bitch. But somewhere inside, (incredibly) i still have hope.

And well... I accidentally read and watched smthg that reminded me of that. pfft~

Anyway, that reminded me of a nice song... I'm reminded of my brother everytime I listen to it...
He used to sing it to me when I was small... God, I miss him~ :)



Don't Look Back in Anger
Oasis

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you've never been
But all the things that you've seen
They slowly fade away

So I'll start a revolution from my bed
'Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a rock and roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start a revolution from my bed
'Cuz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside, 'cuz summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
'Cuz you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say

(guitar solo)

So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
I heard you say

So, Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today.

This is a joke. This is all a joke.

You know, I really loved Watchmen ... but the sad thing is I only got to see it once, and I got in late cuz I was waiting for my cousin (pfffffft~~) and missed like the whole part where the comedian dies and like, 20 minutes after that (T^T)

And you know, I love quoting random stuff from movies and tv~ XDXDXD (I should do Supernatural after this.. XD i love Dean.. such random crap from thy mouth~)


Edward Blake: God damn I love working on American soil, Dan. Ain't had this much fun since Woodward and Bernstein. Congress is pushing through some new bill that's gonna outlaw masks. Our days are numbered. Till then it's like you always say, we're society's only protection.
Dan Dreiberg: From what?
Edward Blake : You kidding me? From themselves.
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Dan Dreiberg: [referring to the exit tunnel] There's a maintenance hatch that will let you out two blocks north.
Rorschach: I remember. I used to come here often, back when we were partners.
Dan Dreiberg: Those were good times, huh Rorschach? What happened?
Rorschach: [as he walks down the tunnel] You quit.
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Jon Osterman: In my opinion, the existence of life is a highly overrated phenomenon.
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And one of my favourites:


Rorschach: [reading from journal] Rorschach's Journal. October 12th, 1985: Dog carcass in alley this morning, tire tread on burst stomach. This city is afraid of me. I have seen its true face. The streets are extended gutters and the gutters are full of blood and when the drains finally scab over, all the vermin will drown. The accumulated filth of all their sex and murder will foam up about their waists and all the whores and politicians will look up and shout "Save us!"... and I'll whisper "no."


XDXDXD Seriously, I love Rorschach~ XDXDXD lol